Poem
I don’t know why I feel sad all time
sometimes I feel like the ghost that fades slowly away
into the walls
what’s wrong with me
sometimes I feel like the vampire
that drinks the blood of a human
because at times I feel NO it seems like I drain or drink energy of the people who try to help me
what’s wrong with me?
why do I want to feel isolated fro everyone
the way Pluto is isolated from the sun
why won’t I admit I hate myself
because all in see in that mirror
is that reflection of the girl
that everyone wants to have sex with since she was five
sometimes I just want to soar the heavens
just like the birds in the sky
and finally I want to jump into the ocean
so it can consume me
so I could feel no more.
Sometimes I have always wondered why I feel depressed all the time, why I hurt all the time and why I dream of soaring the heavens with birds , reaching and acrossing the heavenly skies seeking to reach God to comfort me and hold me. I often wonder whether my purpose was to live or die. Sometimes I wanted death, other times I wanted life. I guess that's the life of a Lost girl
