we are meant for each other// Pedri

21."Was i really a jerk"

Belly's pov:
We were peacefully driving in the car with Pedri driving, Gavi in passenger seat and me in the back.

I was thinking about how to start the conversation when we get to the hotel and was already nervous about it.

I looked in the front mirror of the car and caught Pedri staring at me trough it. I felt weird after so many time making eye contact with him, but it was kinda sweet looking at his brownish eyes that I loved more that myself at the time.

As we were pulling at the hotel parking I was more nervous how the talk would go. I know that I needed to sort out things with Pedri, but i felt so weak and just looking at him gives me too much weakness.

He parked the car and as we were going to the hotel entrance I was lost in my thoughts.

We finally got to our floor and I got my key from the bag and started unlocking the apartment door.

"I'll wait in the living room if you need me" Gavi said making the eye contact with me and I nodded my head in response as he was going to the couch.

I was walking towards my room with Pedri following me behind.

I closed the door behind us and sat on my bed with Pedri sitting just in front of me.

For a few moments we were looking at each other both trying to say something but just couldn't.

Pedri's pov:
We entered her room and just sat on the bed with her in front of me.

I watched her deeply into the eyes realizing how much I hurt her.

I was asking myself all this time what happened to us, but just couldn't find the answer.

"Pedri.." she started with her weak voice.

"Please Bells.. don't do that.." I said.

"Don't do what Pedri..?"

"Look at me with those pretty eyes, trying to tell me what happened when I can't remember what I did wrong.."

Her eyes slowly started to water.

"You don't know what you did wrong? Let me explain to you" she said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

"That night.. when you fought with Joao.. you went to a club and.." she started sobbing and couldn't finish her sentence.

"It's okay Bells, it's okay" I told rubbing her back slightly, but she pushed my hand away.

"It's not okay Pedri, you hurt me, you were the last person I expected that from, you betrayed me.."

"Tell me what I did wrong" I said to her with my eyes staring to water also.

"GOD DAMM IT. CANT YOU REMEMBER."

"Bells I can't remember anything that I did to hurt you" I calmly responded at her yelling.

"PEDRI- YOU, YOU- KISSED A GIRL AT THE CLUB THAT NIGHT, NOT EVEN CARING ABOUT HOW I FELT"

"Bells.."

"I'm not your Bells, stop calling me that."

"Isabella, don't do that"

"What am I doing Pedri, WHAT!"

"Assuming things before you talked to me about it"

"PEDRI- I saw it with my own eyes, on the video, you kissing that bitch"

"Isabella-"

"Don't interupt me"

"CAN YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONE SECOND DAMN IT" I yelled at her not wanting to.

She just looked at me right in the eyes shocked and scared.

"I wasn't trying to kiss her, she was creeping me all night and was drunk, she then went near us and jumped at me kissing me! I didn't even tried kissing her. I was shocked about it and after a few moments just pushed her off of me and went out of the club to think about it, I didn't even knew someone filmed that"

"Pedri.. you can't lie to me. I saw it."

"ISABELLA. Of course you saw it because the person who was filming it just filmed the kiss, nothing before and after."

"It doesn't matter now" she said wiping the tears.

"It matters Isabella. I didn't know that hurt you that much. I'm sorry about that. I didn't know you liked me that much. I tought that you were just messing with me."

"You tought that-" she said but then suddenly ran to the bathroom.

I ran after her and she sat on the floor near the toilet and I held her hair helping her to get some air.

"I would never mess with something like that Pedri. I really, really liked you. Did you knew how much that hurt me. Seeing you kiss another girl just after you fought for me.."

"I'm so sorry Isabella, I-"

"I can't do this anymore, can you just go?"

"Isabella, please-"

"It's a lot to take in, just go" she said calling Gavi and a few moments later he found us.

"Can you just leave?"
She asked.

"We can, let's go Pedri" Gavi said pulling my shirt.

I got up from the floor and Gavi helped Belly get to the bed and we left.

Was I really a jerk like that? I asked myself leaving her apartment.