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𝐃𝐚𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐚 (2 weeks ago)
I walk up to Roman stroking my hair, I turn my body towards him to see a smile spread across his face "hi" Roman said kissing my lips I kiss him back,but it was a quick kiss.
"Hi" I said back, we looked at each other for a minute before my phone goes off, "your father has been calling you for 30 minutes now" Roman said giving me my phone, "that's weird he never calls me" I said frowning.
I look at my phone to see millions of texts from my brother and father, I begin to worry I open a text from Damien.
➤ Demen👹: Jules? Are you up. ➤Demen👹: Jules mom's water broke,please Text me when you wake up.
I gasp loudly siting up, "what happened?" Roman asked sitting up too, "my m-mom's water broke" I said with shaky hands, "what?!" Roman said with a shocked face.
Before I can tell Roman all the details I get a call from Damien, "hello?" I said " god Damnit dahlia why haven't you called me back or text me?" My heart sank when Damien calls me my full name.
"I'm sorry I was sleeping" I murmur "is mom okay?" I asked concerned "yeah she good we're at the hospital right now,how fast can you get here?" Damien asked.
"I'm not sure bu-" "forget it I'll sent the jet to you it should be there in two hours be sure to be ready" Damien said cutting me off.
"Okay" I said bitting back the tears that dear to fall, "okay see you soon bye" "by-" he hang up before I could say bye, and I couldn't stop the tears that fell.
"Hey what's wrong?" Roman asked holding my face in his hands "my mothers at the hospital and I need to get ready to go my brother sent the jet to get me I need to get ready" I said putting Roman's hands to his side's.
"I can come with you if you want" Roman said,but I'm now remembering what happened last night,and if that didn't happen last night I couldn't have slept that long.
"No" I say sharp "no it's fine I-I need to think" I said grabbing a pair of sweets and a tub top, "you need to think?" Roman said I could hear the worry in his voice and it makes my heart ache.
This is exactly what I didn't want to happen.
"Yes I need to think" I said Turing to Roman "think about what?" Roman said "about this thing" I said trowing my hands in the air "what thing?" Roman asked "us! This!" I said moving my hand between us.
Roman did say anything he just looked at me and I left to take a shower and clear my head.
.... I spent and hour and 30 minutes in the shower so I didn't have to speek to Roman, I couldn't I can't it so awkward it's-
It's what I didn't want to happen.
When Roman come In the room I'm doing my hair and he sets at the foot of the bed,I was on the phone with my brother and he said the jet is there to be there as fast as possible.
"Can we talk about it?" Roman asked, I turn to him and nodded "look I don't regret it dahlia,and this, us I want it to be real I don't want it to be fake" Roman said and it only hurt more to say what I'm about to say, so I sigh "it was a mistake Roman" I said look at my hands.
"what?" I hear the hurt in his voice,but it's for the best everything I didn't want to happen happened so I say it's a mistake but it wasn't I don't regret it.
"I'm sorry I really am but it was an mis-" "dahlia please" Roman said holding up a hand,so I started quite "so you regret it?" Roman said and I nodded "I'm sorr-" "bullshit!" Roman yelled, and I couldn't help but jump.
"What?" I said frowning "I think your lying" Roman said crossing his arms "Roman it's never going to work out" I sajd meeting his eyes "why?" Roman said "it's just not" I said with a shrug.
"Why not?" Roman asked "Because I'm scared" I replied "Scared of what?" I grow frustrated that he doesn't understand, "of falling for you,then you brake my heart!" I yelled standing up.
"That's never going to happen Laylla" Roman said putting his hand on my face,I try to fight back the tears but I can't and Roman holds me and the tears fall.
I pull away from the hug but he tries to pull me back "no don't" I said putting my hands on his chest, "why?" Roman said in a whisper.
"If I hold on to you, it hurts, but if I let you go.., it hits even more"
Tears soak up my face, "so pleased don't hold me" I said I then get I text a car is here for me, so I grab my things and walk to the front door but before I can open the door Roman comes after me "laylla please" Roman said with glossy eyes .
I shake my head and walk out the front door leaving Roman behind as I make my way to the car..
.... (Percent day)
I took 2 weeks off of school to be with my mom and Delilah, and today's the day I'm going back to school I've talked to Jade and hope but I haven't talk to Roman.
Jade said he didn't show up to school last week, so I don't think he's going to come back this week, I make it to the front door of my dorm but it opened out of the blue and I saw Jade.
She raped her arms around me and hugs me tight and pulls me into the dorm, we had hot chocolate and talk about everything that happened.
....
It's now Friday and I'm in the last class of the day,it's been a long week but no Roman at all.
I began to worry about him but I don't text him or call it's just weird everything we wanted to do when we got back from New York never happened like out plans for Halloween never happened.
Just thinking about it makes my heart ache, the bells rings making me jump "class is dismissed" the sub says "hey are you okay?" Hope asked.
"Yeah fine just got caught up in my thoughts that's it" I said giving her a smile, "oh okay,right now me and Jade and the boys are going to watch a movie have a little movie night want to join?" Hope asked.
"I don't know I have lost of homework to get on" I said "doll your watching the movie with us" Jade said rapping her arms around my shoulder.
"Fine" I said with a sigh and hope jumped up and down.
.... I got to do some homework while the guys got food,were having take out Chinese food to be exact,they took so long I was able to take a shower.
"Doll" Jade knocked, "come in!" I said not taking my eyes off my homework.
"Come one food's here" Jade said,"okay hold on let me finish this up" I said "no come on" Jade said grabbing my books and putting them on my bed "Jade!" "It's fine come on" Jade said rolling her eyes , when I didn't move Jade grabbed nova from the floor.
"nova tell your mother to come watch a movie with us" jade said, i gapped when nova meow "see!" Jade said laughing handing me nova, i hold her in my arms like a baby.
She's my baby, "okay fine" i said geting up with Jade walking behind me " Lord help us all" Jade mumbled when I open the door.
As I walk to the living room I hear a familiar voice but I couldn't pin who it was, but my heart dropped when I saw who it was.
Roman
"Roman?" I said in a low voice but not low enough for him not to hear.
