Lunatic (English Translation)

Chapter 5

After a couple of weeks of spending every moment with Harry, Louis felt like he could no longer start his day without him.

Harry was like a strong drug and Louis's weak body was very quickly addicted to it.

How could he not? Between all the loneliness and pain in his life, he was like a remedy that made him forget everything at the moment.

Harry was that person in Louis's life that he could no longer afford to lose, to even think about him being out of his life for even a second. Whenever he would think of the possibility and what he would do, his body would suddenly turn ice cold.

"I'm not eating dinner!"

His quiet voice turned down the servant behind his door. He tried to stop thinking about Harry and get some sleep but his messy thoughts would not let him a minute of rest...

It was so hard not to believe he was not good. How could you ever?

The magic inside him could possess every man in existence. Any man who could hear your husky deep voice in the morning and see your beautiful puffy eyes.

It was so hard not to believe that you were not an angel sent from the heavens above. Yes, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do, even thinking about it was hard enough.

You were so charming and beautiful... you... your green eyes that you would direct at me with your intense mesmerizing stare, your deep velvety voice and your wavey hair that when your neck gets sweaty, you impatiently would tie back and complain about it. All of these little thing about you could kill me. Your calming smile, the arms that would sometimes without any warning invite me into a warm embrace. The smell of your body that was like wine to my wounded mind... and your entire existence which was like an energy pulling me towards you, making me want to kiss you madly.

You listened to me, something that no one ever did. You would talk to me about everything and everyone. Styles, did anyone ever tell you how beautiful you talk?

You manipulate the words to your will and I just stare at you. The way you keep me close to yourself and tell me about the things you saw. How can I ever look at you and not to think with myself you're something other than perfect?

"Nah... It's just a stupid crush"

Louis grumbled under his breath and repeatedly hit his head on his pillow. He thought by hitting his head at something he could break away his thoughts about Harry... Break them like a glass and throw them away.

Oblivious to the fact that his mind will keep everything inside itself like a cage.

"Louis... Louis can you come outside?"

With Lottie's familiar voice, he got up and drops his legs until they touch his floor.

When he opened the door, he was faced with Lottie and Fizzy's scared faces. Louis hid his naked body behind his bedroom door and stuck his face out of the door.

"What's wrong?" Louis asked quietly and starred down at his two younger sisters with a frown.

Fizzy looked like she was crying. Lottie nodes her head back down the stairs and with the sound of his father yelling, Louis realized what was going on. The three of them jumps a little when Dan's voice goes up again. Fizzy started crying again and Louis tried to calm her by taking her hand. The fight downstairs felt like it was happening right in the next room. Burning down their house with big open flames.

"I said shut up!" The sound of his dad's voice was accompanied by loud shouts and the sound of a couple of things being smashed against the wall.

Louis was surprised. He would only see his father on Sundays if he was in town... other than that, he often wouldn't come back from his business trips for months on end.