My pov { I go back to class that day her and star are kinda fighting that day I look at her I see she's kinda stressed and a bit mad i look at her I'm worried about her I really wanna hug her and make sure she's okay and comfort her but she Still has a girlfriend.. *I think to myself ugh her girlfriend doesn't treat her right at all her eyes don't light when she talks about her she doesn't seem happy with her her eyes light up when she seems me tho and her eyes would wonder to my hands sometimes I didn't mind its I just didn't wanna get in the way of anything I look at her then look away I'm instantly blushing I feel my cheeks heat up she Makes me so happy I jus want her to be happy she deserves it all the next day I walk to meet her in the lunchroom I see a girl by Lena she's touchy with her my jealously instantly kicks in I look at Lena and just admire her the other girls eyes dart to me and then she gives me this look at its really not a good look at all *this girl by Lena doesn't like me I can just tell I look down and try to avoid that girl.. I think Lena was a bit worried after then but she walked me to class and I keep my eyes locked in on her *I sigh gettin a bit mad that girl looks at Lena she definitely does like her Lena looks really uncomfortable when that girl is all touchy I really wanted to tell her to just fuck off and leave my girl alone but she wasn't my girl just yet I get so lost In her eyes she gets so nervous when I look at her I smile but why does she get nervous when I look at her I look down and feel bad I'm not trying to make her uncomfortable I really want to keep repeatedly saying sorry but then she would wonder why I'm saying sorry *I really wish she liked liked me like that she still wit star we get on ft that night and she's talking about should she break up with her gf I feel bad cuz I kinda feel like this is my fault I stay quite I don't want to ruin anything her God mom comes in and says how she should break up with her I tell her God mom I really like Lena then Lena gets nervous and won't tell me the rest of the story she finally tells me her God mom does tell me finally Lena likes me back I get so exicted I instantly smile And blush I looked like a little kid In a candy story ahhhh she really likes me *this is honestly the best night ever I go to sleep dreaming about her and thinking about her it's a school day the next time but this time I'm smiling I look at her oh shit she's already looking at me I turn away and try to do my work man I can't believe she really really likes me I smile so much that day she's my girl not really yet but just let me being dululu I invite her to the football game she says of course I get so happy I get to see her again I honestly love when I get to see her it makes my whole day me and her are talking a smile she's actually happy I smile I'm so glad she's happy I wish I'm gonna make her mine soon and then she will always be happy then and no one will ever hurt her ever again I put my arm around her and she holds my hand instantly butterflies I look like a little kid finding there favorite candy I'm so exicted in the inside I'm jumping up and down this is so amazing and the best other day ever I walk her to the car then hug her I use a silk move and put my hands on her waist gently it gave her butterflies I could tell I feel so closer and safe to her when she hugs me and is just there with me it's a school day today is actually the 19th one more day then it's her bday she seems happy but also stressed she has a lot of work that is stressing her out I try to help the best I can I talk to Gaby and taynai my friends I always tell them about her I tell them I'm gonna ask her out tmr they say go for it and they get all exicted and I get all giggly I see her againn tdd her smile man I love it and her style it's jus awesome and how she is is jus perfect I'm happy but also really really fucking nervous for tmr I try to get rid of my nervousness but it doesn't go away it's a good typa nervous tho I go to the store and get her stuff I hope she likes it I get her well her 2nd favorite flowers and her favorite drink and big bag of candy I put the flowers in the water so they don't die and I text her good night and stuff while I am smiling and gigging to myself I go to sleep and make sure I get myself ready for tomorrow I wake up and get ready and head to school I walk in and then I see her I look kinda awkward and werid but it's okay im shaking I'm nervous cmon Jaz you got this I say to myself.
