Naegi POV:
it all has gotten worse. And I hate it. My room is messy and the glass is shattered, which is unlike me. This is not me. I shouldn't be this low. My grades has gotten worse, and I can't stop thinking about him. I'm a fucking whore. I shouldn't have trusted him. Look at me now.
I look at the body mirror that I just threw down on the floor. My shirt is off, as I tried too bandage my wounds by the mirror, which if u didn't already notice ended up me having a breakdown. Now there are bandages, sizzors and pieces of glass shattered around my room. I don't care at this point if I step on it.
I sit down on my bed, and take off my prosthetic leg, whileputting my shirt back on. I'm still not used to have just 1 leg, but I've been slowly getting there. I lay down, and look at the roof while just laying down in a pile of messy clothing. Honestly sometimes I think that if my younger self wasn't naive and just stayed in summer school, none of this would have happened. I bet you if I stayed there, I would have either burned down with the village. Or it never got burned down. I mean, my mother was a bitch too me, but it's much better too stay with her then here.
I continue to stare at the ceiling for a long time, tearing a little up at the memories from when I was 10. I'm soon turning 21, and all my pain will go away. I've got a plan for this few months. Break the curse, then commit suicide right after, so I won't get reborn or anything, and just dissapear from this place. It will be hard becouse of my boyfriend and friends (which I still can't belive I have, with the fact I treat them just as myself, aka like shit). Thy have been trying hard too keep me alive. I guess I still matter too someone then?
Suddenly, I hear a knock at the door, and I groan. People really dont know what it means too have a Friday night alone at a dorm. Plus I do not want too spend another 10 minutes taking my leg on. So I just yell "IM BUSY MOTHERFUCKER" while wiping my tears, hoping for whoever the fuck this wad too walk away. Yet the sound of keys could be heard by the door, and when I take up my head, I see my brother Cynnakon, standing by the doorframe, playing with the keys. "Jugding by your state your busy piecing yourself together?" He says.
"Where the fuck did you get those keys" I sat up, too look more professional. "I have keys too this dorm, and the room keys are by the hanger in the hallway" Oh yeah I forgot. I share a dorm with Kaeni Louise and Len. Kaeni is my childhood friend (who also somehow survived the fire) and he's daitig my brother, so he has the keys too our dorm.
"What do you even want" I groan and he walks towards me whole closing the door, knowing that I do not like too talk when my ass is for everyone too see (not literally, please don't take my language too literally) "I could hear your screaming over the wall. These aren't really good walls." He looks a little around "and your room is messy, and you're clearly crying. Now tell Me, what's wrong" he sits down on the bed, and look at me.
"Life is wrong." I tell him, laying back down and staring at him, telling him indirectly too fuck off. "Therapy ain't helping?" "Wish it did." "Did you try and talk with the principal?" He asks me, "do u think she gave a fuck? Her student went missing in 7 months she didn't do a shit. Then when the student killed their kidnapper, its only then they decide too investigate. The damage have been already put." I tell him and he quickly adds "stop talking in 3rd person. There's only me here. You can talk freely"
It becomes quiet for a while, and I can hear some rustling, realising it was some backpack, and I looked at Cyno. He would take out two old looking book. "What's that?" I look interested, until I look at the title of the books. First of them writes, 'Yan-Li Picture books and the other 'the unicorn, dragons and stones diary'. "You kept them?!" I sit up, a little in shock. "I've always had them." He says and smiles. The diary was a diary me, Cyno and my sister Aoi wrote together, where we made ourselves into superheros that saved the world.
He opens the second book, which has a black leather cover, with colorful sickers on it. He goes too a specific page and starts reading out loud in Chinese (A/N: I used Google translatefor this, please don't bully me) . "五月四號。今天我們把爸爸從水裡救了出來。我們都去買了雜貨,但由於最近天空的淚水,這裡有很多水。村子周圍都發生了一些小漏水,我們都穿上了雨披!現在我感覺自己像個真正的超級英雄!(fourteeth may. today we saved dad from falling into the water. we all went too buy groceries, but due too the recent tears of sky, there was a LOOOOOT of water in here. some small water leaks hapoened all arouns the village, and we all had too wear our rain capes! now i feel like a real superhero!)" I remeber this. I and aoi were around 5 here, and Cyno would be 8.
We sat and red this diary for a good half an hour, before we got too the last page. "I really miss those times.." I tell him, as I hug him. Even tho it dosent seem like it, I love cyno. He was the only one to actually be with me through my whole life. "I know..." *he hugs be back, and I Bury my face in his Hest, and start too cry. I can't help it. I fucked my life up compleatly, and no one believes me. Well by no one I mean the government and police. "Hey Naegi. Promise me one thing okay?"
"Whatever happens. We will be together. If you die I die. Brothers are here for eachother..."
(He took that last line A LITTLE TOO SERIOUS-
I'll probably add more details, but it's like 1 am rn and I'm tierd)
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Fanfictionuhm unless specified in the onesnot, none of these are ships becouse Its 10 pm and j felt like writing something wholesome between the brother Naegi and Cyno🤓🤓