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8:15 pm
" Krystal , where are you ? " I said as I rolled my eyes from the frustration building up inside. I was fed up but hurt . Hurt that I still cared . " why syori ? , why does it matter you said you was done with me " she said through the phone . " nigga you said you was done with me so wtf am I supposed to do ? . I made that decision because of you bro " I said . I can tell she kept going on mute. " what the fuck are you doing ? " I said as I scrunched my face up speeding through the cars that drove at the speed limit . " what do you mean , I'm listening to you " she said as her voice became shallow and soft in between each word. " so why the fuck do you keep going on mute " I said which I'm assuming she didn't know I realized due to the silence. " you fucking playing with me right now , where df are you . I already called ya mom she said she don't know and you bullshitting who tf are you with ? " I said as I exited the freeway . At this point my voice wasn't high pitched anymore and was now stern. My gut told me everything I needed to know but I wanted her to tell me . " I gotta go ... syori " she said as background voiced began to crowd the area , she hung up the phone . As I sat at the red light I zoned out focusing on nothing but the light.
Why df do you put yourself through this ?
As soon as the light changed I sped off focusing on nothing but the cars infront as I sped through them pushing on the gas becoming more aware of how fast I was going . " where you at ? " I said as I continued to speed . " I'm home syori " she said . " Ayla I need you. I'm finna come pick you up " I said. " sayori do you really need me or is that bitch fucking you over again " she said which left me in thought . Not knowing if I should be honest or lie this time . " what you talking bout ? I ain't seen you in a minute . I miss you and I wanna take you out . Is that a problem ? " I said . 𝐋𝐢𝐞𝐝 . " no.. I miss you a lot . Call me when you outside " she said before I hung up . Whole time I been on my way and was literally around the corner . As I sat in the car parked across the streeet from her house I turned the car off . To be honest krystal was in my head . Constantly . Just the thought of what I assumed was happening hurt me . It made me want to hurt her. I hate how deep my love ran for her .. everyone hated it.
I felt done and I wanted to be done .
" you're done . Leave it be .
" I'm outside " I said before hanging up .
As I got out I seen ayla causing me to smile. " Watchu so cheesy for " she said while smiling walking up to me . " I haven't seen you in a while , I missed you " I said as I hugged her . " which yk why " she said as she looked up at me . I just looked at her , we both know why but I really didn't even wanna talk about that . " so how are y'all ? " she said . " who ? " I said . " you and ya girl duh " she said as she softly pushed on my chest . "ion wanna talk about that right now" I said as I looked at her . " you such a liar , I can see it all in ya face . She fucked you over again " she said as she crossed her arms . I can see the disappointment on her face causing me the clench my jaw , looking away . " Ayla I'm here . With you right now. Can I take you out ? " I said . After pausing for a while she nodded her head " mhm " she said as we both smiled . " you look beautiful btw " I said as we walked to the car.
As we got in the car , I let her play her lil playlist while I put in the gps to the location . As soon as I put my phone down I got a call . " yea ma " I said . " Krystal been fucking around with them girls now she calling my phone crying cause she's intoxicated and has no way home. I don't have the car because Chris picked up a shift and hes a hour away. Can you please go pick my daughter up.. please syori " she said as I shook my head . 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 .. " i layed my head back for a while in silence before responding . " yea ma I gotchu , text me the address" i said as the stress and anger filled my body once again . " you okay ? " Ayla said as she looked me in concern . " yea , ugh I gotta make a run real fast " i said as I avoided eye contact with her . " okay ... actually it's okay . You don't have to come back after . Bye Syori handle ya problems " she said as she got out the car . I honestly didn't know what to say , i hated disappointing her which I felt like I tend to do everytime. . I know I fucked up . Everything is fucked up . After watching her walk into the house I quickly drove off entering the main rode .
" wtf yo I hate this bitch " I said to myself . As I followed the maps her mom constantly called me as she tried to get back in contact with Krystal but she wasn't answering either of our phones .
" what is she doing all da way over there anyway " I said as I scoped my surroundings . " I don't know , just please try to get to her as soon as possible " she said . " she good ma , imma make sure she get home " I said . I continued to try to get in contact with her but there was no answer . I was worried about her but at the same time I was fed up when the bullshit . She do me dirty and in the end I'm always saving her.
As I turned on the street I slowly pulled up looking around . There was hoes everywhere. Standing around the corner in groups nearly naked. While looking between the groups to find her I seen her friend. " yo ray , where Krystal" I said as I rolled down the window revealing my face. " fuck she did not want you to know she was ova here .. she fucked up rn tho , she ova there " she said as she pointed to the corner where there was another group of females and niggas. I pulled up seeing her sitting on the curb nearly fucking naked in a lil ass dress. I quickly got out the car grabbing her up. " wtf is ya problem , ya moms worried about you " I said. She was too fucked up to even function. " you a sorry ass bitch " I spat as I got her into the backseat. " syori , I'm sorry " ray yelled as she watched but I ignored her hoping into the front seat and driving off.
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬
