You saved me (Dauren fanfic) ~ Discontinued

Chapter 8

A/N: so I know that I haven't updated this in a realllllyyyy long time, but I just lost my inspiration to write this chapter for a while. I have this chapter and very soon another one out before I choose to put this book on hold. If you have any ideas on what you want to happen or what I should write, then comment or send a private message;) I'm always here for you no matter what, STAY STRONG!!❤️😘(oh and I decided to just call the new chapter, chapter 8, 9 and so on😅)

Lauren's POV

I quickly make my way home, and run up to our room as fast and quiet as possible. I lay in my bed, and hear the door downstairs close and someone walking up the stairs. I decided that since we're gonna wake up soon, that I could just wake up now and talk to Dani. I went out in the hall and saw Dani walking into the computer room, I followed and knocked on the door quietly so she would hear me coming in "Dani?" I asked. She turned around and looked at me "yes?" "Where's Emily?" I asked already knowing the answer "she had to go home and I decided to clean up" she said "can I help?" I asked "sure, if you want to" she spoke. I nodded my head and helped her cleaning up, after 15 minutes we were done and we decided to make breakfast for the whole family.

We did the table and took our places, after a few minutes the others came down. They took their places and we began to eat, my mom looked at Dani confused "Dani?" Mom asked "yes?" Dani looked at mom "where's Emily?" "Uhm... She had to go home" Dani answered. Mom nodded and continued to eat, Dani looked down and continued to eat. When we were done, mom said that she and dad would do the dishes.

Since it is Saturday today, we're gonna film a new cover later. Dani went upstairs and came down after a little, she had shorts, a t-shirt and a flannel shirt on. She walked to the door and put on shoes "I'm going to the beach!" Dani yelled "okay, be careful honey" mom yelled back, Dani walked out the door and closed it after.

I walked to find the girls because I needed to talk to them, after I told all the girls, we met up in Christina, Amy and Katherine's room. We sat in a ring on the floor "okay, guys. I need an honest answer from you all" I say seriously and they nod their heads "are you against gay rights?" I asked "why would you need an answer to that?" Christina asked "just answer" I say "no, I'm not" Amy says truthful "I'm not against it, I think it is love no matter gender" Lisa says "no, love is love" Kath says, we all look at Christina "to be honest, no, I'm not against it" Christina says.

Lisa looks at me and asks "why do you wonder if we're against gay rights?" "Because I'm gonna tell you something really important and you need to keep it a secret! Deal?" I ask "yes" they all say in unison.

"Okay, this morning I was woken up by the front door slamming shut so I decided to go to the bathroom when I noticed the door to the computer room was open. I went in to look and saw no one there, then I ran down the stairs and out the door where I saw Emily running after what I assumed was Dani. I followed her to the beach where I saw Dani sitting on her knees in the sand sobbing, Emily tried to comfort her and after a little Dani lifted her head. They stared at each other a little before leaning in, they kissed and pulled away after a little. But, man, I think Dani likes Emily!" I say out of breath. Everyone looks taken aback, Christina looks at me "how do we know for sure though?" She asks. I shrug, I didn't know how to make sure. Maybe asking her when we're alone, telling her what I saw. I don't know! It's hard, helping your little sister trough something you haven't gone through.

After some minutes everybody got back to doing their own thing, after we promised to keep this a secret until we know for sure.

Dani's POV

I was on my way to the beach when I saw Brittany, Ariana, Brook and Kaitlin lying by the water. 'Crap' I said to myself, I walked to the other side of the beach, hopefully they won't see me. I sat down in the sand and listened to music, when all of a sudden there wasn't any sun on me anymore. I looked up and saw four shadows, I couldn't see their faces because the sun was in the way, but I knew who it was so well. Of course the four people I hoped wouldn't notice me, noticed me "so you dare to show your ugly face here?" Ariana said "the beach is for everyone isn't it?" I asked trying to act tough, when I was clearly freaking out on the inside. "Well yes, but not for animals" Brittany said and the others laughed behind her "very funny" I said trying to ignore the fact that they are still standing there "see you on Monday bitch" Brittany laughed and walked away, her gang following behind.

I shook my head and kept listening to music, after about an hour of doing so, I decided to go home getting ready for the cover. I walked rather slowly home and took my time, after the 15 minutes walk I got home. I walked in the door and saw that we were ready for doing the cover, the cover was 'style' by Taylor Swift.

We took our places starting with Lauren on the left back then Christina, Katherine and me. Then Amy on the left front and then Lisa. Amy had her guitar and began to play, after a few bloopers, we were done. I mean with me doing the wrong part at the wrong time, probably gonna get hate for that. But that's what I get for being me, and I just have to suck it up and pretend that everything is alright even though it's not. I walked up to my room and lay in bed on my phone on twitter, not tweeting anything, just going through my notifications and dms. Some of them were hate, some were nice comments and the rest was just tweets that I should follow them. I actually followed a few even though it's annoying when they ask for it all the time, but I can't help it. I decided to rest a little and come down when dinners ready, but after a few minutes I blacked out.

I woke up by someone lightly shaking me, I tiredly opened my eyes to face Lauren. I groaned and she laughed "up sleepyhead, it's dinner" Lauren said. I nodded my head and she smiled, I got up from bed and walked down with Lauren. We sat down on our places and began to eat, we had pasta so I think Lauren's happy. And of course I'm happy that we have food on the table, but can't it be for someone else that needs it? I ate a little before I couldn't eat anymore, if I ate anything now I felt like I was gonna throw up. I picked on my food the rest of the dinner, ignoring the stares from the others.

When we were done I walked into the living room and sat on the couch, I sat there just staring into space. I felt someone sitting down beside me, but I didn't move. The person put a hand on my shoulder and I turned to face them, Christina sat there looking in my eyes. "We decided that we're gonna have a movie night, wanna join?" she asks, I think a little and nod my head. She smiled and went to tell the others, after a few minutes the others came in. Me, Lauren, mom, dad and Amy sat in one couch and Christina, Lisa, Katherine and Alex sat in the other, while Christian, Nick and Joey sat on the floor.

The movie started and to be honest, I didn't focus on the movie at all. All I did were thinking, thinking how I could escape school on Monday. I know I need to get good grades and stuff, but that's nothing compared with what I'm going through. Like I mean protecting myself is more important than getting good grades, right?

I sat thinking about that for maybe an hour or more, when I suddenly heard somebody whispering. I turned slightly to see who was whispering, it were Christina and Lisa. I wonder what they're whispering about, I concentrate and manage to read a little on their lips. I saw Christina mouth some words like 'staring' 'space' 'didn't eat much' and 'dinner' and from that I realized they were whispering about me. Lisa nodded and mouthed 'I think she's going through something, remember what Lauren told us' to Christina and she nodded. Now I really begin to wonder what Lauren told Christina and Lisa, and if she told just them or just the girls or everyone.

What if she has seen my cuts, or me getting bullied or the kiss? I definitely know she hasn't seen my cuts because I've been very careful with that, I don't think she has seen me getting bullied either. So maybe it's the kiss that make them wonder, I don't even know what I think so if they have their own opinion that's sick.

I'm not saying I am against gay rights, like half of our fandom are gay so I actually, in all secret without anyone knowing, support it very much. But the kiss was just so sudden, I must admit it was a weird feeling, but also a good one. I felt sparks, but I don't know what Emily feels about it. I don't even know if it was intended or not, she just walked away from the scene and I didn't have the guts to go after her.