Make sure nobody sees you leave
Hood over your head, keep your eyes down
Tell your friends you're out for a run
"I'm going out! Don't eat all the damn pizza without me!"
"Why are you running now?! It's already late!"
"I wanna feel like I earned those damn carbs, okay?!"
You huffed in exasperation, closing the door behind you as you made your way out of the apartment complex and down the street. After making sure you weren't in view of your dorm window, you made a beeline towards where he last texted you his location was..
It didn't even take 15 minutes.
"Suguru! I'm here!"
You'll be flushed when you return
"Christ, how far did you get?"
"Not far. Although, I did see 3 kids roll down a hill after tripping. It was hilarious."
"I can tell - your cheeks are red from laughing. Now eat up. Dinner's cold."
Take the road less traveled by
Tell yourself you can always stop
What started in beautiful rooms
Ends with meetings in parking lots
"Where are we gonna hang out next time? Or are we gonna keep meeting here?"
"You know we rent places like this by the hour. You got money?"
"... Aren't you rich?"
"Shhh, we don't talk about that."
"Wha- Suguru, come on! ... For me?"
"Now now, let's just enjoy the time we have left. Come on, let's go again."
"You're ambitious."
"Mhm. And you love that about me, don't you?"
"... Shut up."
And that's the thing about illicit affairs
And clandestine meetings and longing stares
"You're staring, beautiful."
"I know. Shut up. You're ruining the moment."
"Hm... Am I?"
"... Just... Hush."
It's born from just one single glance
But it dies, and it dies, and it dies
A million little times
"... You really like staring at me."
"You're pretty."
"I'm really not. There are other guys much more attractive than I am, and you jus-"
"Stop. I don't want to hear it. Just... let me be, okay?"
"... (Y/N)..."
"Suguru. ... Please. Just one last time."
"... Okay."
Leave the perfume on the shelf
That you picked out just for him
So you leave no trace behind
Like you don't even exist
"And it was amazing! I swear, it was the best thing I could've asked for! You had to be there!"
"Mhm. I'm happy for you."
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illicit affairs | geto suguru
FanfictionYour relationship with Suguru was something you held dear to your heart - so close, so quietly, and ever so privately, that even 10 years later after his betrayal, it was a secret only known by him and you (minus your one and only confidant in the w...
