★Love Sick

Chapter 1: A mentally unstable teenage girl

All my life, I've been a weirdo; Always so loud and extroverted, so noisy and expressive. You could even say that I'm such a mentally unstable teenage girl back when I was in high school, ADHD, sudden burst of adrenaline... I'm basically a humanized version of the sun. So bright.

In every prayer of mine when I was 14 years old, I always close my eyes, sign of the cross then in my mind I pray: "Lord, thanks for such a blessed day. I hope I get good grades, hope my family is safe except for my shitty ass uncle, oopsie, forgive me for cussing. I'm sorry. And lastly, lord... please give me a tall and handsome boyfriend that will treat me good. Amen."

That was how delusional I was back when I was a teen. Now, I'm married and blessed with one baby boy. My name is Y/N L/N, this is a story about how I fell in love with a rude man.

---Shibuya Japan, 2005---

"So... you'll come to my house right?", Yuzuha said as she looked at me.

"Yeah, yeah... I'll go, but what about your rude big brother you're talking about? From all the shit you've said he's giving me the creeps!", I said while drinking a yogurt soda.

Yuzuha rolled her eyes. "Don't worry, if he's being an asshole just call me."

"Yeah right.", I then opened my flip phone, looking through my gallery.

"Out of all people I'm gonna get a crush on a teacher.", I said, looking at the picture of our handsome math teacher, Mr. Yoshida.

"Yuck. Really? I mean sure he's good looking but isn't he like- 28 years old?", Yuzuha raises her eyebrows.

"I don't know Yuzuha... maybe I got issues.", I sighed.

"Bitch what do you mean you have issues? You are the issue.", We both laughed.

"You are right about that.", I said, sipping on my yougurt soda.

Soon we both went home.

When I got home, before I step on the inside floor I take off my shoes and walked in.

"I'm home.", I said, also greeting my grandma and grandpa then my parents.

I then went in my room and started to get changed from my uniform. I then sat on my table and started reading my manga instead of doing my homework. I specifically like reading different varieties of manga, but I'm a Tokyo mew mew fan since I like cats. A lot.

"I wish I have a love story like them... but not in such ways.", I flipped through the pages.

Sometimes love makes me sick. When I see two couples flirting in public, I gag, Plus when they hold hands or kiss, yeah that makes me sick. A lot.

But regardless of this, I always imagine myself getting into a relationship with the guy I've liked. Back then I sometimes get called lesbian for acting all flirty with friends but that's just how friends are. Girls can act suspicious too alright? But don't mind it, we just like flirting with our friends for fun.

I sighed as I flip through the manga. I then started fidgeting with my stress ball. I got bored and lay down on my bed, looking up the ceiling.

"I wanna go to Yuzuha's."

I immediately grabbed my bag with my stuffs I need such as money, my precious flip phone and some stuffs that wont get me bored while on my way to Yuzuha's house.

I then went to the train station and going to their house, looking at my notes making sure I went to the right address.

"Here we are.", I rang the doorbell and sure enough, Yuzuha answered.

"Y/N? Why are you here?", Yuzuha asked.

"I got bored.", I said with a warm and shining smile.

"Oh yeah, that's right...", Yuzuha then let's me in and before I went in I removed my shoes then Yuzuha lead me to her room.

"So... Can we watch movie on your mini tv?", I said pointing at her Toshiba 2002 laptop that was newly bought.

"I suppose. What movie do you want to watch?", Yuzuha goes through her rack of CD's.

"Let's watch Ocean Waves!", I said happily.

"Alright then, you really love Ghibli movies huh? Specifically the old ones.", Yuzuha chuckles as she sits down with me on the floor watching the movie.

Soon when we we're half way finished with the movie Yuzuha goes downstairs to do something she forgot to do so the movie was paused and I was bored as hell. I decided to go downstairs and saw Yuzuha talking to this tall ass guy... maybe a loan shark? Maybe even a yakuza?! With all those tattoos...

"Oi Yuzuha, are you done?", Looks like I interrupted them.

"Who is she Yuzuha?", The man looks at me with a scowl on his face like a fucking shark.

"Oh, I'm sorry big brother... this is my friend, Y/N. Y/N, this is my brother.", Yuzuha said, looking a little nervous.

And that was when I first met him, Taiju Shiba, 16 years old at the time when I was 14.

"Hello, nice to meet you.", I smiled, my usual sunshine self but I swore this man just scoffs and leaves the house.

I was mad that I got disrespected like that, and I refused to believe that, that thing is 16 because that is a tall ass man compared to my 5'3 ass that man was at least 6'5!

"Your brother was more rude than scary. I swear-", Yuzuha shut me off.

"Tsk, Tsk, He's always gonna be like that Y/N, I can't even talk shit about him because he's my brother and if I did I'll get beaten up."

Knowing this from Yuzuha my blood boiled but I sighed, calmed down my nerves since I know damn well I couldn't intervene their family stuff.

And that very day, I oath myself that I will teach that guy some respect till the last day of my life.