𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚂𝚊𝚏𝚎 {𝚈𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚢𝚞}

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It's been a few months now and I realised quickly that he lied, whenever he gets any kind of annoyed or angry or anything at all he would beat me up and leave me to fix myself. I was eventually aloud out of the room and could walk around freely but I couldn't find any kind of exit through out the place. You couldn't see through the window so I never knew when it was day or night all I know is that he leaves this place for about 5 hours at a time every time he would come back and beat me to a pulp and use me to his convince, then leave me.

I knew the severity of the situation when I could bearly walk anymore. Moving an inch shot pain up any part of my body That's when he would use me to the best of his ability. When I couldn't fight and all I could do was cry from pain. I didn't think it would ever stop.

Until this one day. There was a loud bang from outside my room. The door was still ajar he began to leave it like that to mock how I could never get out of this terrible place. There were many gunshots from out there. Fear steps again as I heard his footsteps get close I began to freak out gaining some kind of strength to get away from the door as far as I could. There was a shot and blood going under the crack of the door.

I fucking screamed.
And I pushed myself as against the wall as I could. The door opened with speed and I was met with a man and his gun pointing at me. I cried even harder then when he would beat me and rape me more then when I moved. He lowered his gun and got close to me I moved as back as I could, which was not at all.

He touched my face and I flinched. And looked at him apologizing him too many times. (No reason why)

*I shouldn't be this scared* I said in mind.

"Its okay. You're okay now." He says with a soft voice, he rested his hand on the side of my face. At first I flinched and cried harder but eventually calmed down when he was soft with me rubbing the pad of his thumb up and down on my white skeletal cheek. "You're safe, but sadly we cant just let you go"

"I have no where to go anyway." I leaned into his touch remembering how my sister used to do this whenever I had nightmares or was just crying in general, she never stoped doing it even years later. That is untill she left. She couldnt handle mother and I dont think anyone could.

"You'll be moving in with me and my gang, then join the gang when you're less traumatized." He explained. I dont want to be apart of a gang. I just wanted a normal life for once is that a bit too much to ask?.

"No" I cried he looked at me the tears started up again. "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no" I cried shaking my head, it became hard to breath suddenly, I was shaking and everything hurt, my vision became blurry and hearing distorted.

"Hey it's okay, listen to me. You're not joining the gang for a while and its up to you but eitherway you're just gonna be liveing with us at least untill we can trust you wont say anything to anyone okay cariño" he tried explaining, I could bearly hear it I understood but I couldnt stop the panic attack. I felt strong arms wrap around me. "Its gonna be a long time isnt it?" He rubs my back in soothing circular motions as I held onto his shirt eventually passing out.

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