Billie Eilish My Enemy

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SMUT warning

Luise POV:

"Okay so Asia it is" I say as Billie and I walk down the stairs to the front door. "Yes" she responds dryly. We've been studying for 2 hours now and to be honest we have come pretty far with our presentation. We collected a lot of information and I wrote them all down on my phone. Billie actually did some stuff too but we still dont really get along. But thats no surprise.

I open the front door and Billie walks past me, outside. As she walks past me she starts rolling herself a new cigarette. "I thought u found those disgusting" I frown and look at the cigarette. "You gotta get used to them kitten" she says emotionless and looks at me. I try not to blush. The name and that cold look just make my cheeks grow hotter. "Whatever Billie" I whisper. "Oh fuck off" she mumbles and softly puts the cigarette between her perfectly smooth lips. "Thanks for coming over" I whisper and start closing the door a bit. She lights her cigarette and looks at me one last time. "Bye" she exclaims in an emotionless tone. I think all the studying really knocked her out. She's not mean at all. "Bye" I say and shut the door as Billie walks down the front steps.

I lay down on my bed again. I went upstairs immediately after I shut the door, because I do have something to finish over here. My stomach is still containing that warm knot and it's starting to make me feel really weird. I think Maya calls this 'horny' but I dont know. However. I really need to finish this up. I'll just do what Maya did. I never did anything with myself or with someone else. We'll until today. But anyways. The only thing I did before, was reading smut books.

SMUT

I start taking my pants off. I do it weirdly fast. I guess I just really need that pleasure again. As soon as my pants are off, I pull my blanket over myself. I dont like my body and it just makes me feel more comfortable I guess. I slowly relax and prop my legs up, spreading them under my duvet. And in no second, my hand finds my core underneathmy pantie. I gasp at the wetness I am meet with but I quickly get used to the feeling of my own hand being down there. I slowly start exploring myself with my fingers and quickly get even more worked up than I was before. My breathing deepens a bit as my free hand finds my breast under my shirt, holding onto it. After a bit of exploring, I slowly start tracing little circles on my most erected spot. I let out a shamless moan as the old pleasure comes back to me. "Oh fuck" I exclaim as I slowly start going faster. I spread my legs even more. This feels way better than what Maya did. I start putting a little pressure on my spot while still circling my lines. I moan louder. The knot in my stomach starts getting tighter and my hand slowly leaves my boob, finding my blanket. I grasp the blanket real tight as I go even faster, moaning again and again. "Ah fuck. Fuck!" I whimper as my stomach suddenly starts feeling even more weird. "Fuck what's happening" I moan out as I throw my head back, letting my eyes roll back. I moan again, as my hand slowly starts doing sloppy movements. "No no fuck keep going" I whisper as I close my eyes. I rub faster again. And then there she is. Why her? "Ah fuck!!" I yell as my back arches of the mattress and that weird warmth in my stomach traveles down to my core. I moan out loud as my hand gets covered in a new type of wetness.

End of SMUT

Billie POV:

I sit in my car infront of Luises house. What the fuck was that? I wasn't mean to her the whole time we were studying. At least not as bad as usual. I said some shit but never got my hands on her or anything like that. "FUCK" I yell and hit the steering wheel once, making the horn go off. "Oop" I say and quickly cover my mouth, bursting out laughing against my hand. I laugh fir a good minute until I get interrupted by my phone ringing. It's Finneas. My brother. I grab my phone and start the call. "Hi Finch" I squeal as I connect my phone to my car. "Hi bils" Finneas responds, but in a really sad tone. That's not normal for him, usually he's really energetic and joyful. "Whats wrong?" I ask immediately. Finneas is one of the only people I really care for. He's my brother and I love him so much. I always try to hide my anger issues infront of him cause he deserves to be treated by my kind self. "Its about dad" he sighs and sniffs once. As if he was or is still crying. "What happened?" I mumble. Our dad has had a lot of physical problems lately. He has been really sick. Coughing, fever, sore throat and he hasn't really been able to do anything cause his symptoms have been taking him over completely. "He's in the hospital" he sobs. My heart stops. I dont respond. "In the morning after you left, he woke up cause he almost couldn't breath anymore" he whimpers. "What's wrong with him?" I stutter as my eyes start to water. "The doctors don't know yet" he sobs. "We can't even see him" his voice crackles through the phone. "Where are you?" I mumble. "Mom and I are at my house, Claudia is with us. Will you come too?" he sobs, adding hope to his tone. "Yea I'll come" I say and start the engine. "Alright see you in a bit" he mumbles and sniffs again. "Alright" I nod and quickly hang up.

"Mom" I sob as I fall into her arms in the doorway of Finneases house. My face being completely drenched in tears. "Oh hun it's gonna be okay" you can hear it in her voice that she's trying to hide the pain in her own heart. That's what a mother does I guess. Push the own feelings away, to protect the children. We just stand there crying for at least 3 minutes. After a while Finneas joins us, laying his big compfy arms around both of our trembling bodies. Not long after, Claudia comes as well and hugs Finneas from behind.

"Mom. Finneas. I think I need some time now to process all of this. I am going to drive to Tristans house." Tristan is one of my friends. He isn't in my friend group tho. He is my best friend since years. He doesn't count as a school friend. I love him. I dont love any of my friends in the friend group at school. Well maybe a little bit, but Tristan is something else. My mom just nods. Finneas stands up and hugs me. "Take care little bun. I'll take care of mum. I understand that you need time" he whispers in my ear so only I can hear him. "Call me whenever" I mumble against his shoulder "will Mom sleep here?" I add. "Yea she will. For a while I think" he responds to my question. "Okay" I mumble and look out of the window, in the pitch black sky. It's 10pm.

I leave the hug and say goodbye to mom and Claudia. "I love you mom. Everything is gonna be okay. Call me whenever. I'll be there" I hug her extra tight after that and she kisses my head "I love you too Billie". "By Clauds I love you. Stay strong everyone" I say as I leave the house.

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