The start of writing my thoughts in my head. These past couple of months I have been feeling lost? anger? or even maybe defeat? as Im letting the person that I love did a lot of things that I do not like to me. From my pov, they do not care about how I feel, what I went through in life and they acted like my feelings are not important to them. I always think or over care about the people that I love and even consider about their well being but with me they acted like I am this strong girl who can stand alone by myself. But in my head and in my heart, I am just this person who is trying to cover up all of this little scars that has been build up since I was a kid.