chapter 13

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As Twice members left the dorm leaving poor chaeyoung confused and concerned about the situation mina was in, all she could do was head to her room and go to sleep for the night, 

Chaeyoung- "[sigh], I better head to sleep, I'll speak to Mina-unnie once we wake up, and hopefully, we can sort things out for once. Otherwise, I'm doomed for shi-".

Mina's POV:
After the misunderstanding in the gc, Mina shut herself into her room, crying and grasping for air as she fell quickly into despair, she just couldn't belive it , what had came out of Chaeyoung's mouth, wounded her as if millions of glass shards passed through her skin deep into her intestines, as she tried to take ahold of herself she felt like puking, and as the stumbled upon the floor she grabbed her trashcan and let all of those emotions and disgusting feelings out, she just couldn't belive, chaeyoung, the women she had love for as long she could remember wouldn't love her back, after all they've went through,  flashbacks passed through her head making her feel so stupid to think that Chaeyoung would fall in love with her instead of her "ex" Somi, when Chaeyoung struggled through all of it  Mina was there for her, they spoke day and night,  morning, afternoon, and every other second they got with eachother, all thrown away straight into the trash . . . once Mina couldn't hold herself any longer, she managed to stand up and came across a hurtful conclusion as tears fell off her eyes. "

Mina - " I . . . I can't do this shit, I  . . I just can't deal with this shit anymore, I have to leave,  run, or perhaps hide from them, but I can't stay in this living hell forever, I need to escape . . . before it all falls into pieces."

[letter to twice]

- from Mina

Dear Twice members,

I'm sorry but, for personal reasons I don't think I can continue being with y'all any longer, I think I need some time for myself, and I can't be here any more,  I've been filled with overwhelming emotions, and my melty love has yet to be banished from my heart before I can continue on living, I'm sorry . . .  but I just can't deal with this anymore.

sincerely, and deeply sorry

Mina.

Chaeyoung's POV

As Chaeyoung woke up, she looked up into the ceiling lost in wonder.

"Why did Mina unnie suddenly feel down, I was just speaking to her a few hours before our incident occurred but, I can't tell what I did wrong, or is it, that she's tiered of me . . ., I can't tell what I've done wrong,  but I don't wish to hurt her  I just can't bare losse anyone . . . not anymore."

"ASSSHH STUPID CHAEYOUNG WTF DID YOU DO WRONG, everything was finally going well again, and I had to fuck it up, ONCE AGAIN, and  now I can't even tell what to do anymore . . . "

"But it's dumb to just lay around and do nothing, I guess, .  . . ASHH ykw I'll speak up once and for all, fuck it, if Mina unnie accepts my feelings back maybe I can bring things back together, and finally understand what's wrong and how to solve all of this confusion that's strangling me"

as chaeyoung stood up from her bed she rushed to Mina’s dorm, without even thinking of what she might have to say or do but all she knows is that, she and Mina were ment to be together, so if it ment facing her,  face to face during this discussion she would do it, and hopefully it will all turn out for the best.

Once Chaeyoung got to Mina’s dorm she took a deep breath and made her way in, getting sudden memories of good and bad times,  it all made her head fell dizzy and like if bunch of weight was added to her for every step she took, but once she opened Mina’s room, she lost all of her thoughts, and as she walked in she took the note into her hands.

- "what  . .  . this,   no way  this has to be fake . . .  right?" She struggled to hold her tears in, as frustration fell over her body

"MINA UNNIE, 
. .  . .

MINA UNNIE ARE YOU HERE"

but as loud as her shouts were, her voice crumbled apart and shredded into pieces

"NO, this can't be , where tf is she bro"

"she can't leave, no way  .  .  . not after I finally came up to tell her everything, she's gotta be here. "

" If she leaves, then what will happen to us? All we went through, for nothing, that's just bs, I can't let her go  . . . NOT that easily, I love her, I can't just see her leave and do nothing about it."

she rushed out of Mina’s dorm
tears filling her eyes and broken emotions taking over her insides, but as far as she kept on running, she couldn't make out where the heck had Mina gone to, she ran . . . and ran -
seconds, minutes, and as so hours passed by, and Chaeyoung was worn out, her pace lowered and once she was out of breath she passed out into the floor into the middle of no where.

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