Never A Goodbye (One Direction Love Story)

Chapter 7

Niall's POV

     The boys and I decided that we would go watch the midnight premeire of it and I honestly couldn't wawit. Emma Watson was pretty cool and the others were good. It was premeire night and I was in line getting popcorn and drinks, mostly for myself, just a little comfort food. I came down to sit with Lily and Harry. I handed everyone some popcorn but mostly for me and drank out of the biggest cup they had. The movie was about to start and I guess I was pretty excited, waiting to see a little of the graphics.

   I wondered if Katie would enjoy this, maybe she would, she seemed like the Harry Potter type. No, today I'm here with the boys and not thikning about anything else, no girls nothing.

Katie's POV

  I felt amazing our movie had just finished, after going to the premeire we were out in the open, in the private beach and all. We had all splashed each other and I don't know how many times James threw me over his shoulder. I always laughed and coughed up water, when he wasn't on guard I would jump on him and he would crash into the water, that was the time I would kiss him, I would sink in the water with him.

 "You really are bad." he whispered into my ear, "but so sexy in that two piece." he whispered as he kissed me again.

  "Not so bad in your trunks." I said playing along the game as I grazed his lips.

  "Not so bad? I think I pull thiis off quite well." He said as he kissed me on my neck.

   "Please, Ian Somerhalder is so much sexier." I chuckled. He pouted and I laughed as I kissed him. "I'm just joking, I mean he still is pretty hot but not like my James." I snickered. He picked me up to where our noses touched and put on his soft yet loving voice.

  "I don't know what I would do with out you." He rubbed our noses together. We kissed one last time until Daniel splashed water at us.

  "Stop kissing and lets have fun." He shouted. James put me down.

  "Don't think yuo're getting away with this Dan!" He started chasing off to Dan, I laughed and placed my self in the water. This really did feel nice, it was so much better than high school, I have no idea how I survived it, with all that crap. The ocean, my new friends and a kind boyfriend, this was so much better, better than the boys that made my life a living hell until they suddenly took notice of me and better than dramatic girls scheming awful stuff and a liar of a boyfriend. Maybe I was harsh on him, but I don't honestly care. Over the past month my new friends convinved me to enjoy myself, feel like I deserved mych better. Emma kept saying that I had a right to feel happy, it didn't matter what he who shall not be named.

   "You okay there?" I turned my head to see Oliver, I turned back and just looked.

  "Yeah, at least I think." I said, just looking up at the clouds.

  "Well you're not like Matt, quietly reading his book with sunglasses floating on a floatie, so tell me what's wrong?"

  "Maybe I'm overthinking it but do I deserve to be happy? After all that crap back in London, after all that with me and him, but now I feel happy with James and you guys, of course but I don't know why but I feel like I'm guilty for leaving him. I'm having second thoughts, was it the right thing to yell at him like that, not tell him what happened?" I babbled all that and I didn't hear from Oliver for quite a while. He looked at me and turned back up to the sky and started.

  "We all have a right to be happy, hell we all need to be happy. We can't choose to be sad or happy, we can just feel. There is nothing wrong with feeling happy for happiness around, everyone deserves to be happy at one point. I can't tell you if you should feel guilty but I can tell you your past is in the past, moving forward is a way to enjoy happiness, if you can't get past that then by all means feel guilty but if you feel happy then you feel happy." He said as he looked at me. Yeah, if I feel happy then I feel happy. There's no reason for me to suppress my happiness.

  "How could I live without you?" I smiled.

  "Hey didn't I say that to you a while ago?" I turned to my other side as I saw James right next to me. I smiled and decided to be a tease.

  "I thought I was talking to you."

  "Ha ha, very funny." He smiled.

 "Well I'm going to leave your love birds and call my own girlfriend." He got up and left us hanging out in the ocean. We floated there for a while and James turned to me.

  "You were talking to Oliver, it sounded serious. What happened?" There's no point in lying, we're both pretty honest people, unless we needed to.

  "I had second thoughts a few minutes ago, we were snogging but then i had second thoughts. Do I have the right to feel happy with my new friends and with you? Or should I feel guilty for all my sins, leaving with a lie, smiling when someone must be in pain somewhere?"

 "This may sound selfish but I'm glad to be happy and I'm glad you're happy. If it were up to me, I'd want everyone to be happy, yeah maybe sometimes people don't deserve it but who are we to stop them?" I took in the words and smiled, he always made me feel so much better, I don't know how it would all turn out if I hadn't met him. Suddenly I was taken up as if I had just gotten married, James wouldn't stop laughing as I kept shouting to put me down, I was furiously blushing and then he kissed me, it wasn't like a make out kiss but a sweet long kiss. 

  "We deserve this, no one can stop us from that." he smiled in our kiss. 

  I chuckled, "We do, well we better get going before we catch a cold."

  "Aw, you're ruining the moment." he whined.

  "Let's just go, I'll help you dry off." He laughed and still had me in a princess hold and carried me until we got to the hotel.