Lovesick Fool

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I pushed away from him. I was on my way and I looked back "i'm sorry but I can't do this to John." Randy grabbed my arm. "Look I've been married before but I've never felt this way." I pulled my arm away and was on my way. He grabbed me again. "You cannot look me in the eye and say that that ki-" John came in."Hey Nikki you ready to go or do you need more time?"

"Yeah let me grab my things." I gave Randy one last look and ran into John's arms.

"See you later Randy" said John

"Yeah" he replied.

During the car ride me and John had a good conversation. I look over to my left and I see the man who I love; I feel bad for kissing another man but I am sure that I will control myself.

"I saw your segment tonight, you did great"

"Thanks, your match was amazing, your doing great."

"You want to grab a drink?"

"No I just want to rest tonight."

"it's okay, Netflix?"

"I'm sorry John but I want to visit my sister then get some sleep."

"It's alright, tell her I wish her the best of luck." There was dead silence for a minuet until John broke it.

"Hey you okay?"

"Yeah just fine, are you okay?"

"Yup" Soon enough I got home and got in the other car.

John's POV

It's been an hour since Nikki has left. I think i'm going to call Brie to see if she get there safe because she left her phone in my car.

"Hello?" God Brie seems so sick.

"Hey it's me John"

"Oh hey"

"Just wondering if Nikki got there safe"

"Um she hasn't shown up, is everything okay?"

"No, she told me she was going to visit you an hour ago."

Nikki's POV

(30 minuets before John called Brie)

I see the door in front of my face. I can't believe i'm doing this. I work up the nerve to ring the doorbell. Sure enough Randy opens it.

"Hello? What are you doing here." he said with a confused look on his face.

"Hey, listen i'm just here to talk" He let me in

"A drink?"

"um... yeah sure. But we didn't finish our conversation." I said with a nervous look on my face.

"Look Nikki, I am going to be blunt about this. I have very strong feelings towards you and I have a tempting sensation to do to you but if you can honestly tell me that out kiss was nothing please let me know now so I can drop you from my mind." Those words hit my heart with a knife.

"Randy I don't know what to say... that kiss wasn't supposed to escalate to this."

"Here let me remind you of how it felt." His eyes looked so watery. I wanted to stop him but once I felt his lips touch mine, I couldn't stop. We had a make out session and I was scared for what might happen next. He lifter me and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He walked my to his bed.

"Randy we shouldn't be doing this"I said gasping for air.

"Let me do this, I can make you beg for more."He took his shirt off and put my hand on his abs. Damn he turned me on so much. He gave me kisses around my neck. I didn't want to give in so i bit my lip and held in a moan.He took off my dress "Your ring gear is so sexy." yes I was still in my ring gear, i just put a dress over. He gave kisses all over my body. A moan slipped out when he got further down. He slipped a couple fingers in me. "Randy!" i said. "shh, it'll get better" He took off all my clothes as did I. We were both left naked and he got on top of me. "Ugh Randy!" "Let me do better than what he gives you" He thrusted back and forth. "Scream my name louder" "Randy FUCK!" He thrusted as fast as he could and John does great but he never finished the job. I grabbed his ass while he did everything else right. "Nikki let me finish you!" The rest of the night was a blur.

NEXT MORNING

I woke up alone in Randy's bed. I grabbed my clothes and quickly put them on.

"Hey babe"

"Randy i'm not your babe! Last night was a mistake."

"I can assure you it was no mistake!"

"Yes it was I betrayed my boyfriend!"

"You FUCKING love me!"

"No I don't I was drunk" Randy grabbed his plate and threw it on the floor.

"AHH, Randy!" I let out a scream.

"Get away from me"

"I know I lead you on but my_"

"From know on it's strickley business. Stay away from me i'll just end up hurting you or messing up your life somehow!"

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