Frat Rules | trevor zegras

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A/N: i hope you guys like this one it's a little long but for good reason ;)

Alana

"Oh?" He asks. "Listen if you are gonna sit here and tell me that nothing thats been going on recently has been at least a little real I'm gonna need another drink,"

"Oh shut up, you know exactly what is going on," I reply. I don't even know whats going on, but I'm hoping theres a bigger picture that I am missing that he can see clearly. 

"No Lana. I don't. All I know is I have been sitting here for days wondering what the fuck is going on in your head. Because I have been coming to terms with it but if you aren't mature enough to do the same then I guess," 

Oh he's using the mature card on me. I cut him off from talking by placing my hand over his mouth. 

"Say another word and I swear to-" He moves my hand from his mouth. 

"You swear to what? What are you gonna do Lana?" He mocks. "Listen if you can sit here and honestly tell me you feel nothing towards me I'll shut the fuck up," 

I can't do that. I'm a terrible liar. Everyone in my life knows that. And I have known Trevor long enough for him to know that. 

I move to try to get off him but he keeps his hand firm around me. 

"You want me just as much as I want you right now," He says ignoring my silence. As I continue to try to move I felt it. He wanted me a lot more than I wanted him right now. 

"You sure about that?" I ask. I move slightly one more time and he puts his head back a little. I move closer to him and put my mouth next to his ear. "I think you want me more," 

"I think you want to be fucked in front of every single one of your friends right now," He whispers back. 

"I think that's just your sick thoughts," I reply. 

I move slightly one more again again and his grip gets tighter holding me in place. I try to conceal my laugh about how so not sexual this is but it is clearly getting to him. Unfortunately for me the spot he kept me in was making my body want something more than my brain did. 

"Fine, then get up Lana. Walk back inside, go have fun with everyone, and don't think about what could happen tonight when everyone goes to bed. Because nothing is going to happen," He says. He takes his hands off me. 

I was faced with the hardest decision of my life and I had a matter of seconds to decide. Do I get up and let it go. Or, do I stay where I am and see what happens. I wish there was an option C. A mix of the two. 

I stay where I am for as long as I possibly can without Trevor making another comment. I tried not to move in case it caused me to do something really stupid. But feeling him under me was not making it easy. 

I wanted nothing more than to rip off all out our clothes right now and right here. It's just the hormones. It is the hormones and the fact that I haven't had sex in months. 

The last thing I want is to sleep with Trevor and then regret it the morning. But what if I don't regret it. The tension is there. If its bad we will go back to hating each other. And if it is good, I don't know. 

"Is there an option C?" 

"Lana what the fuck does that even mean?"

I sigh. I don't know either Trevor. All I know is that I am horny and you are a good looking man telling me you want me. I also know that there is a group of people right inside that I do not want to admit anything to. 

"I don't know," 

We sit in silence for another moment before he sighs. 

"Fine, option C is holding off. I told you what I needed to, pucks on your side of the ice now. We can go inside and act like this interaction didn't happen and revisit it later,"