Bodyguard

Pills N Potions

Nicki Minaj.

I sneaked my way out of Chris' arms and got up from the bed. I threw on his big top, it feels so comfortable and has a good strong smell of him. I smiled a bit as I took one last glance at his beautiful sleeping face, his lips slightly parted, just looking super adorable.

I quietly made my way down the stairs and I went into the kitchen. I got up on my kitchen counters, standing up as I tried to keep my balance. Above my cabinets was my secret box, haven't seen this in a while. I got down from the side then sat it on the table, then I took the key from a draw, then unlocked the box which held all my pills n potions. Some weed, pain killers, little bottles of alcohol or stronger drugs.

I just want something to relax me. It's the BET awards tomorrow, and I'm performing, I'm so nervous. Tours, interviews and whatever are fine. However, awards show are the worst. Celebrities judge hard, if I fuck up it's embarrassing. I never know what to do. I just rap, I can't do dancing or shit. Maybe just some weed to relax me so I can sleep. Plus Chris is here I don't need him finding out I take stronger stuff.

"Babe, why you up?" A rapst voice spoke behind me.

Seriously. Does God hate me? Once I think about Chris finding out he just has to randomly show up while all my shit out.

"Uh nothing. I be back to bed in a minute." I spoke as I quickly placed everything back into the box.

"Why you acting weird?" Chris chuckled as he came closer to me.

I quickly closed the box and moved out the way.

"Babe, you sleeping walking or some shit?" He laughed. "Or you got a stash of condoms in that box?"

"Stop joking around and just go to sleep Chris." I snapped.

I don't want to be all rude but I don't want him to see my drugs because I don't want him to think of me in that way. I only do it to calm myself down before a big event.

"Onika, what's wrong?" He softened up.

"Nothing Chris, I promise. Just to back to bed."

He kissed the back of my head, then sighed, shortly I heard his footsteps start to fade away, his finally left. I opened back up the box and looked inside. Looking at the weed, thinking if I should roll up or not. I sighed and quickly shut the box, jumping back onto the counter again. I reached myself up going to place the box back, but my leg slipped making my balance go, just before I went to fall back Chris came running in and quickly caught me. The box must have fell out my hand as I fell, as it was on the ground upside down.

"You said you was going back to bed." I sighed, calming myself down after that fall.

"Luckily I didn't though." He spoke as he placed my back on my feet.

He lend down going to grab the box of the floor.

"No. Chris I got it." I quickly said.

"Chill babe." He picked up the box but the led was open so everything fell out.

He looked at it in shock. He knelt down and closely looked at everything. I just stood there frozen not knowing what to say.

"You have cocaine?" He asked lowly, as if he was talking to himself.

"I have only used it once. I just don't know what to do with it so I just leave it in that box. I promise." I nervously spoke.

He gathered all the stuff back in the box then went to the bin throwing it all inside.

"Chris, what you doing!" I shouted at him.

"You said you don't use it, so throw it away." He said as he took the black bag out of the bin and started tying a knot in it.

"I use the weed! I have BET awards tomorrow Chris, I need something to relax me."

"Nicki will rep that stage no matter what, you ain't gotta be nervous about that." He sighed. "I don't ever want to know you use cocaine."

"Only once Chris-

He nodded then left the kitchen with the bag and went outside to throw it in the main bin. I didn't really mind that much. I don't depend on my drugs as much as I used to. It's like Chris has became my new drug, he relaxes me.

"I'm going to be there with you tomorrow." He started as he walked back into the room. "Just focus on me. You ain't gotta worry."

I sighed in relaxing way. I closed my eyes as Chris' arms wrapped firmly around me. Having his support tomorrow makes me feel happier.

"Thanks Breezy."

"You gotta stop thanking me. I'm just caring for you."

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1) What you think about Nicki's secret drug box?

2) You think she's used cocaine more than once?

3) You think Chris was being over the top about it? Was he wrong or right?

VOTE & COMMENT PLEASE!!
(Didn't proof read, sorry.)