|gone| ethan landry

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Your heart ached for him. Ached for somthing as simple as his touch. Just for him to hold you in his arms again. For him to tell you every thing you wanted to hear. But instead he lied in the ground. You Sat at his grave placing fresh flowers down and taking a away the dead ones.

No body knew you were coming out here and you planned to keep it that way. To everyone else  Ethan was a psychotic werido who attempted to murder them. But to you he was a still your warm hearted lover boy. You missed him more and more each day. He was the love of your life and now he was gone. You know what he did was wrong but he never did you wrong. Never ever.

 Looking around the grave yard tombstones lined the yard for what seemed like miles. But there wasn't a human in sight. You thought for a minute about all the people who laid in the ground with no one to vist them. 

"hey Ethan." You mumbled. "I know I say this almost every day but I miss you, um I passes that test in geometry pre-cal. It was really hard but I got a A somehow." You dragged out. "mabye you were right and the professor does think im hot." you laughed slightly.  "we had to clean out your dorm today. Tara was just going to throw everything away. But don't worry I kept a few things." I you told him. But really you were telling the air. Your words were just flying into the wind and away into the world. 

 "don't be mad at Tara tho, I mean I know she killed you but you also almost killed her boyfriend so she's just a little upset right now..." you whispered. You wiped at you nose as cold wind blew and reminded you of the tears on your face. " I know your not here anymore. And I know it's so stupid I'm talking to a tomb stone but I don't know I just like to pretend your with me. I don't know its stupid. But I fucking miss you Ethan. It hasn't been normal without you. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't do nothing cause all day all I can think about is you." With a sigh you bring your sleeve of your shirt up and wipe the tears from your skin.

You stood up collecting your self. Then leaned down and presses a kiss against the cold stone. "I love you." and finally made your way home.  

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