Henry: Because she talks to bad boys. She is such a filthy girl!!
Ria: No she is not like that.
Henry: It's true Ria, you will come to know. Keep a good distance from her, she is not good girl as you think.
Ria: okay! Bye.
Henry: Bye Riya...
I ended the conversation. Literally I'm trembling. I couldn't believe what he just said. I'm stumbled in my place.
As my mom and dad haven't came home from their job, I went to my bedroom and locked the door.
And I just laid on my bed and started to stare the ceiling. I recall what he said about me.
"I'm a filthy girl, am I? Even I haven't had any friendship with boys. I haven't talked to boys since. But but he told me that I'm a filthy girl....bad girl how can he?" I started to mumble myself, my lips started to wobble soon I cried. I cried my lungs out.
I can't believe what just he said, my heart shattered. He just say I'm a filthy girl just like that how can he say that?
Then my overthinking mind started to think that I'm a bad girl, unlucky girl, ugly from in and out. He doesn't know how his single word hurts me like hell.
After my anguish vanished i decided myself that I will not have any crush after him in my life time, he is first and last crush in my life. And decided not to believe any other boys.
He broke my heart. How can he say a girl like that, i didn't do anything to him even I haven't had a proper conversation with him. My hope lost in boys and love. I decided not to love any boys in my life except my dad and my brothers....
Next day in school:
Ria: Hey yn!
Yn: Hii Ria
Ria: why are you looking so sad, anything happened?
Yn: Nope
Ria: Are you sure?
My eyes got teary, I can't control anymore so I told everything to her.
Ria: I'm sorry yn I don't know why he said that.
Yn: It's ok Ria, it's not your fault.
Ria: Don't take his word to your heart.
Yn: Hmmm
Ria: I wanna say something to you yn
Yn: Then say it
Ria: umm actually, our senior come to know about his proposal. Then some senior went to him and asked him, who was he in love with? He told that ummm...
Yn: What Ria say it
Ria: Henry told that he is in love with you
Yn: What?
Ria: yes! I think he told that to save me from my brother as he is in same class as senior
Yn: Am i looking like a fool to him Ria? What he is thinking about me. He told that I'm a filthy girl and for you he used my name.
Ria: I know it's wrong, I'm sorry yn!
Yn: It's ok Ria, leave it. It's all my fate to listen these kind of shits.
Yn pov:
After listening what Ria told I am on the verge of crying, how can he use my name like that. He said I'm a filthy girl and he used me for Ria.
I lost all hope. I thought every boys will be same as him. Because he is my first crush, I didn't expect form him.
It kills me. I stoped staring him. And started to concentrate on studies. I kept my heart as stone in my 10th grade.
I lost hope in my love and life......
I wished to hold my hands with moon Even knowing that I can't, and the moon is him......💔
