This is a pure fictional story based on my imagination. This is a story that continues till now, the story that is started before the universe is created. The first love story in the universe and going to be the last true love story. I want this to...
Few minutes before, what shiv felt in the situation....
Parvati was walking towards the fire with eyes closed and ears closed with her hands. Shiv was anticipated about any wrong consequences because of his act. He was also so scared about what will happen next because this has already happened in his life when he lost her sati like the same way. Now the history is repeating. Shiv can't open his mouth he was shocked about what he was seeing but after few seconds he shouted.........
Parvati......parvati........can you hear me.......thats not what I meant, I just wanted to save you, please listen to me I don't wanna miss you again......SATI
Thats when he returned to his original form and ran towards her because she just had two steps to the fire. He knew that she got all of her memories as Sati but he was just waiting because she didn't get the memories before sati when they both only existed, even before this universe created, but Shiv took no chance he was not ready to lose her again. He pulled her towards him in a spin thats when her saree got fire. That touch and spin also made her to remember all her memories from the start and even before the start.
Shiv was so scared and became anxious the same way he felt on the day of sati's death. He extinguished the fire as fast as he could. She opened her eyes and she was scared by that fire even she chose to die in fire, she was scared because she had a trauma from her childhood. She always had a vision that someone carrying a burning woman and crying just like the way she had the vision before. So, she hated fire from childhood that's is one of the reason Vishnu lit the fire behind her.
She got all the memories but her personality didn't change in her that's what the difference in Sati and Parvati. Shiv liked Parvati very much but sometimes he missed Sati's playfulness that was missing in Parvati.
Shiv was relieved when he extinguished the fire. He was relieved but she was still restless trying to get back from what she saw that's when she realised that someone is behind her holding her shoulders. She turned towards in a fast and saw the person it was none other than Her love, Her life, her breath, HER SHIV.
(Internal dialogue or thinking in mind) "Rudra" she thought and fainted..........
Shiv was right there to hold her when she fainted. She fainted because of restlessness, scariness of fire, because of the memories came back, now she knew who she is and ultimately she was so tried because she has not eaten anything for so long.
Shiv tapped her face and spoke....
"Sati....sati"
Then he realised he was saying the wrong name leaving a gap he spoke again......
"Parvati......parvati open your eyes"
He knew she was so tried so, he lifted her up in his arms, the same way he done after his marriage, the same way after Sati's death and now. The truth is he is always there for her in her worst or best, alive or dead, Happy or sad, he will be always with her holding her in his arms. He went a nearby forest that is filled with trees, plants, birds, animals, waterfalls and love. This place was so comfortable and warm to make Parvati comfortable he brought her here. Sati always liked this kind of places more because of those sounds, smell, visual treat and peacefulness.
He sat down below a tree and placed her head in his lap, she still didn't get her consciousness. Before waking her up Shiv wanted to share his feelings and feel her presence peacefully.
Caressing her face gently and he swept her hair strand behind ears that was near her eyes. He was admiring her fully after so long. Shiva's eyes were moistened with happy tears. He started........with a
"It's always surprising to me that you make my wandering heart into a peaceful one Parvati. I always wondered how could you do that? But I knew the answer it was just your pure and unconditional love that makes these changes in me. I can't even breathe properly without you, you are my breath infact. It's our destiny that separates us and makes us meet again but Parvati this is so painful......."
As Shiv was continue speaking a tear drop from his eyes fell into her face.......she was regaining her consciousness......shiv continued......
"All in this world say that I'm the most stable person in the world, yes that's true but they don't know that you are the one who keeps me stable in all times. The world saw my unstable version after sati's death they were scared about me they saw my fierce version, they wanted me to be calm but they didn't know that you are my calmness, you were not there to calm me then how would I can be calm? I was angry with this world, with these human, with this universe, especially with me. You know they even called me 'Rudra'( the roarer). Do you remember this name? The name you gave me, the name you always call me, the name you gave me before we created this universe, you were the one who changed rudra into shiva. No one knew this name till you were dead.........all these people think they gave me this name but we know it was not"
He became sad after that sentence he continued
"I know it was not.....Parvati really I was not trying to hurt you.....I was just trying to remember who are you and our love.......really sorry if I have hurt you so much......."
Parvati was hearing all this but she can't open her eyes because she was so tried and dead of energy......
"Yeah I have hurt you so much parvati, after you get up you can give me any punishment for that i will accept it........."
He was silent for a minute thinking of past moments with sati and realised that she is not sati anymore, she has different family, she lives in different place now. She is totally different now that hurt him a bit but he was happy at the same time that she is finally living in a good family and peaceful. He closed his eyes and saw what all happened in her life from her birth because he was not aware what happened all around him during his penance. He saw her beautiful face when she took birth, He saw cute little himavan's playful Girija, A teen filled with love for all, mom's favourite Uma, A cute little sister to Ganga and Mainaka. He saw the moment where Parvati was playing Damru for first time. He saw the time where Parvati was so excited to hear the stories of her Shiv, He saw the moments were she was worshiping Shiv, He saw the moment where Parvati was getting a trisul as her birthday gift. That's when he realised it was her birthday today, He opened his eyes in a flash and looked at her with tearful eyes. He started......
"Happy Birthday Parvati......"
He first laughed thinking of something and caressed her face and continued........
"Why we always meet on your birthdays Parvati?"
The first time Shiv and Sati met was the day of Sati's birthday......The day Sati started her journey to get her Shiv. The Shiv continued.....
"Anyways not like Sati you have a single name. This time you are favourite to everyone Parvati, Everyone in your life gave you a special name like Girija, Chitra, Jaya........But do you know what is my favourite?"
Shiv paused the sentence sensing Parvati's moment. Keeping her again in the ground he changed to his Saint form and walked away from her think of something.
(Internal dialogue or Thinking in mind) "I know you love me and want me in your life but you are happy with your family and friends, I don't wanna disturb it like I did when you were as Sati"
By the time Shiv was walking and thinking this, Parvati woke up and shocked that nobody was near her, she knew Shiv was near her talking to her all this time and she heard it all. The best thing this time is she remembers all the times he was talking to her like this. She got up and ran towards Shiv. She reached him and held his hands to stop him........
Lots of love to Shiv ❤️🥰❤️🩹
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