Viper.

January 16 2016( Uk).

Past.

I have prayed, fasted and did everything I basically promised God I would do if I was accepted in mozh high university. One of the world best universities based in Colombia. Yh you heard me right. It's not a new thing to my parent I have always wanted to study there. In fact; I would love to start my life afresh there, just me and of cause; my fantasy mafia king. Yh!. I have reed alot of mafia fantasy romance on wattpad and all I can say is " can't wait".

Weeks had past and not a mail I received. It felt like my whole dream was been thrown in a trash can and I was loosing it. I had to get this full term scholarship at all cost. My dad had sold his car to raise some money so I could pick the scholarship form. Tho; he wanted me to school in the uk but I insisted and bought the scholarship form for Colombia instead.

I won't say my family is an average or middle class one cause we were worst than that. My dad tried talking me out of it but I refuse and that's how I got myself in this mess. I wanted to skip dinner cause my dad kept ranting on how I had made his effort go down the drain anytime he saw me, but my mom insisted I come down for dinner. Up until now everyone has being quite. " Kim". My dad cleared his throat only for my eyes to meet with his intense gaze. I knew what exactly he wanted to say. " yes father".

" have you gotten a mail yet?".

" I'm afraid not dad". I expected him to talk but his silence said it all. Sudden my throat felt dry and I wish the ground could swallow me. If only I did listen to Everyone advising me. I blow my only opportunity to get into college.

" let's all be positive here. I'm very sure it will come". My mom broke the silence trying really hard to make me feel better.

" yh kim. I know it will". My baby sis diary gave a warm smile.

" it's only because you all keep giving her force hopes she keeps making same mistake over and over again". Tho, my dad was calm but I know he was boiling in range.

" Richard!". My mom cuts him short.

" hit the nail with the hammer directly or she will keep making same mistakes over and over. What is left for us to sell?. The house?. That is all we have left and the only last chance she got she blow it".

" so long as there is life, there is hope". My mom always trying to be the understanding calm woman she is.

" life is more to all this phrases Isabella. I really wanted her to pick the scholarship form here in the uk. She would be closer to home and help out in the grocery store".

" her life is more than the grocery store Richard". Exactly my point, dad was just being selfish and cared only about himself and his business. There was more to my life than a family grocery shop that made little or no much sells.

" yh. But if she was close to home life would be a bit easier for us all". The room was silent for sometime before he continued. " so what else should we sell? The house. If she had apply in uk here she would have gotten the scholarship with no doubt. Am not against her dreaming but dreams as meant for people who have the money to achieve it". Dad was right. I have been a jerk all along. This is the second time dad sold something just to make sure I got into college but I kept blowing my chances cause of my crazy obsession of going to Colombia. " dairy isn't in school yet and we got nothing, nothing left. We are a low class family and got no money to train a child on our own. This scholarship was our only hope and she messed it up again".

My dad gave me a very disappointing looking I wish he never did.  " but if the scholarship should come dad my feeding, fees and everything would be taken care of".

" Kim your dad hated to be replied back out". Oops I forgot he sees himself as one kind of god.

" so did it come last year?
Has it come this year?
Ok , ok , let say it came
Do you have the money to fly yourself there?". That's when realization stroke me. I had messed up really bad. My dad sighed in irritation and distain clearly writing on his face.

" I taught as much. No answer. I guess we will sell the house and live in the streets just to please you kim". Without spearing anyone a gaze he walked away, following my mom and Dairy who gave me a little peck before leaving.

I ran all the way up stairs to my room crying my heart out next to titi my Little teddy. " dad was right titi". I have never felt so useless in my life before. All I ever did was stress my family always. I was about dozing of when a notification popped on my phone. I had been accepted and given the scholarship to school in mozh university.

Wait!!.
What?!!.