ONESHOTS

Please, be mine

A knock was heard at my door. Confused, I check the time and now I'm even more lost on why anyone would visit at this hour. Tiredly, I get up from my couch and make my way to the door. I peak through the door hole to see who it is and I gasp. What is he doing here? Hesitantly, I open the door for him. 

''Lorenzo, what are you doing-'' I am cut off by his lips being placed on mine. My eyes widen in shock as I try to push him away from me which only led to him pulling me closer. Without the intention of pulling away, he moves inside and shuts the door with his leg before he pins me on the wall without withdrawing from my lips.

I hit his chest continuously to push him away but he is just so strong. I finally decide to give in to the kiss, there is no point fighting him when I know I had no strength. After what felt like minutes, he pulls away from my lips but still keeps the closeness. 

Both of us spend the next minute trying to catch our breath from the long kiss we just shared. I am trying to get myself from what just happened. My own boss, in my house, kissing me.

When I remember this, I use everything I had to push him away from me which definitely shocks him. ''Are you out of your mind!''. I scream without the intention to do so.

That came out harsh, I know but you can't just barge into someone's house and kiss them unaware. Who does that?

''Yes, I am out of my mind'' Lorenzo says, panting hard. I use this time to take a look at his state. His hair is roughly placed, some shirt buttons are undone, belt is no where to be seen.

He isn't wearing his usual work shoes, Instead, he is in slides. This sight pinched my heart unknowingly. Why I'm I worrying about him? I shouldn't be. This isn't right.

''Are you drunk or have you finally lost it, Lorenzo. Who barges into someone's home at 11pm?''. I question, glaring into his eyes. He only scoffs in return. Is this some kind of game to him or does he think I'm joking?

''I'm convinced that you are crazy-'' ''Yes, I am crazy. I am crazy and it's all because you, Angelo!''. He confesses, staring directly at me and I feel my heart jumping laps. It's because of me?

''What do you mean?''. I ask in confusion. What is he on about?

''You, mio mondo, have driven me completely insane and you don't even realize it. These past few days have made me realize how far I'll go to have you in my arms''.

I freeze on my spot when I see him making his way towards me, again.

''Each sleepless nights have been filled with thoughts of you being mine, mio cuore. I can't take it anymore, I need you so badly to the point it's killing me inside''. He confessed and holds the sides of my face with his two hands and gazes softy into my eyes. 

''I want your smile, your laugh, your tears, your anger, your sadness, your joy, your weaknesses, your pain. I want you, mio mondo. I want all of you, please''. He begs as his head falls on mine and I finally let the tears I've been holding to fall.

This isn't the first time this is happening. Lorenzo has been asking me to be his for the longest time, it was just never to this extent.

This is the first time this is happening. ''I can't, Lorenzo''. I whisper in guilt. He opens his eyes and all I can see is the pain and desperation in his eyes. I feel so bad right now for this. The only reason why I'm rejecting him over and over again is because of the fear of being hurt again. 

I can't imagine what I would do if I have to go through something like that ever again. Lorenzo held my face tighter.

''Why, angelo. Why don't you like me? After everything I've done to win your heart, you're still refusing''. He says. I can hear the pain and disappointment in his voice and it only triggers my tears to fall harder.

I turn my eyes away from him, I can't look at him when I look like this. He uses his thumb to wipe it off my face, gently.

''That's not true, Lorenzo''. I say, softly. ''Then why are you hesitating, are you afraid?''. I turn to look at him when he mentions that.

When he looks at me, it's like he reads me because he got his answer. ''You are, aren't you?''. I keep silent. It's sad, I know but I can't help it. The fear of rejection the reason I'm this way. When he notices my silence, he gently kisses the top of my head which sends loud signals to my heart. 

''Look at me''. He says so gently, lifting my chin up to look at him.

''You know that I will never hurt you in any way. Even if I do, it will never be intentionally. Believe me when I say it, please. My love for you is too much for me to ever want to hurt you, Angelo''.

He whispers as his lips are close to mine. I close my eyes to digest his words. He will never hurt me, he said he will never hurt me. I'm I being too dramatic? should I give him a chance?

He seems so genuine about his words and he has been so intentional about his feelings for me for so long. Any body would have giving up on me by now but here I am, In the arms of Lorenzo, being reassured that he will never hurt me, intentionally. 

''What do you say, we should give it a try, sì?" I bite my lip.

Something tells me that he won't be like the rest that I've been with. Lorenzo makes me so happy without even doing much. Being around him has made the happiest I've been in forever, me refusing him will only be self punishment upon myself. 

I give a light smile and nod my head lightly. When he notices this, a wide smile spreads on his face, revealing his cute dimples. Lord, his smile is so beautiful. 

''I love you so much, Angelo''. He whisper happily before smashing his lips on mine, again. This time, he takes it slower, enjoying the moment.

His hands rub my face gently as he sucks on my lip lightly, making me release a small moan. Lorenzo groans in satisfaction and pulls me closer,  slipping his tongue inside my mouth.

I hold him closer as he devours my mouth with his, encouraging little moans from my part which he clearly enjoys hearing. Before I could even register, Lorenzo's lips were on my neck, trailing down my chest that was exposed.

I gasp and holds him by his arm. ''Lorenzo''. I say, trying not to loose my breath from his touches. 

He only giggles in return, never stopping his movements. I bit my lip when he mentions 'I love you' in Italian in between the kisses which makes me even more aroused.

It's clear he wants to drive me absolutely insane and it's working because I didn't want him to stop but I knew he had too.

''Lorenzo, it's l-late''. I gasp while trying to hold him off. After what felt like forever, he finally stops and looks back at me with a wide smile. I smile back, shyly. I can feel my stomach flipping already. What is this man doing to me? 

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This is my first one-shot guys, let me know what you think in the comments. There may be some mistakes because I wrote this by 1 am but I promise, I'll fix it when my eyes aren't sleepy. Also, please show some love to the book I'm writing. 'The Mafia In Love'. Okay, Bye ;)