Junipers pov
I wake confused. Where am I? This isn't the hospital area they usually hurt me in? "Juniper" I look and see a girl. Brown hair. Green eyes.She's going to kill you!
Run!
Run!
RUN!
FIGHT
SHES GOING TO KILL FINNICK!
KILL HER FIRST!
KILL HER FIRST!
When I snap out of it I'm attacking her. Why can't I control myself? Where am I? What was that voice? I back away as she sits up "juniper" I shake my head "get away from me" she says "juniper it's not your fault. It's whatever the capital put in you." I shake my head
Don't listen to her
She's part of them!
She is the real enemy.
Kill her now
Finish it off
I cover my ears shaking "make it stop." She says "juniper. It's me katniss." I shake my head hearing
She's going to kill finnick
She won't stop until it's done
And then she'll bring you back to the capital
"Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP" I scream. "Hey it's okay. You're okay and-" I stand and run out the room and I find myself panicking my hands on my ears crying. "Hey" I jump in fear and a man says "it's me finnick." I look into his eyes and I hug him tightly "she's going to kill you Finn" I sniffle. He says "June what are you talking about?" Stroking my back. I sniffle "katniss, she's not good. She's going to-" he makes me look at him "baby look at me. Kat isn't an enemy okay? She's a friend"
I shake my head "the voices. They said" he rests his forehead against mine "baby look at me. No one here's gonna hurt you. No one. You're safe here"
Finnicks pov
She shakes in my arms crying and it breaks my heart. She shakes my head "I don't know what's real and what's not or anything and I hurt people Finn" I kiss her forehead "it's okay, you're healing baby. We just gotta figure out how we can help you okay?" She shakes her head "I can't do this" I reply "you can...we can...cmon let's get you back in bed" picking her up easily. Katniss says "oh thank god you're okay" I sigh setting her down "it's not your fault Kat. Are you okay?" She nods "nothing I couldn't take. I'm sorry I scared her is all" I kiss June's knuckles and stroke her hair as she settles. All she does is sleep now a days. Her time in the capital has taken a lot out of her. I say "it's not on you for you wanting to see her. And make sure she's okay. If she were her self she'd appreciate it. You just scared her is all. She sleeps and her mind reboots. She doesn't remember anything and thinks everything is some sort of set up to send her back, or that she's still there. But she remembers me...us. Our marriage. She blacks out and lashes but doesn't seem to remember it""She hears things right? Voices? She was freaking out telling me to shut up" she says. I nod "yeah. She says it says things and makes her snap" stroking her hair and she mutters "Finn" and settles. I smile at her and katniss asks "how do we help?" I reply "tell me when you plan to visit so she doesn't freak out and I can ease her into it." She nods "alright. I didn't mean to freak her out" I nod "I know Katniss." She squeezes my shoulder "if you need a break...I'm more than happy to help" I shake my head "I just need her katniss but thank you"
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Her Light|| Finnick Odair
FanfictionIn which Juniper is surprised by the quarter quell and meets the person she can feel again with.