The Fake Date x Goo Kim

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It has been a couple of days since your conversation with Gun. Since then you have gotten your hair done to try to feel better and to help with your nerves, but it hasn't worked in the slightest. But today is the day that you are going to tell your father about everything. Every. Single. Thing.

You have tried to prepare yourself for the inevitable conversation. You've come up with so many different outcomes. You've come up with how the conversation will start and end. You've come up with how you're even going to lead into the topic of everything, but each time it just makes you more nervous.

You made sure a few days ago that your father would be free when you went to talk to him. But since then, you really have been trying to mentally prepare yourself, to no avail though. So as you're walking down the hallway getting ready to enter his office, you freeze just outside the door and take one final deep breath in to attempt to calm your nerves and much like you figured it would, it has not helped.

"Hi dad" You say as you enter his office.

"Hi" He says back in his firm but yet fatherly voice.

"So what is it that you wanted?" He asks.

"Well, about that" You pause for a moment and he raises his eyebrows at you curiously.

"It's about...well, there's a lot I want to talk to you about" You finally say and with that, you now have his full undivided attention on you.

"Go on" He says, making you more nervous.

"Okay. So you umm..well you remember that Goo and I were dating right?"

"Yes"

"Well, that wasn't exactly true" You say to him while looking down at your hands fiddling with your fingers.

"Go on" You eventually hear back.

"You know what, it's a long story. It can wait for another time. Sorry to bother you" You say back to him, too nervous and scared to tell him that truth. But as you go to stand up, he stands first. You remain seated until he walks around his desk, takes a chair and pulls it over to where you are sat. Instinctively, you turn your chair towards him.

Then suddenly he smiles at you and takes your hands. You always forget that the man sitting in front of you is your father, since he is always so strict and firm with everyone else. But in every other term, he is your father. So now with this, you feel a lot more at ease with telling him.

"Go on" He says to you.

"Well, the entire thing with Goo and I was fake. We never really dated, at all. It only came into fruition the night of your event actually. The truth is that I came up with this plan" You pause there, preparing yourself for what you're about to say.

"Plan?" Your father eventually asks after a long, drawn out pause from you.

"Yes, a plan. The thing is that before that night, I had liked Gun for so many years. Too many now that I think about it. But he just intrigued me so much. So that night I asked Goo to have a conversation with me and in that conversation I told him the plan that I wanted to put into place. I told him that I wanted us to fake date in order to make Gun jealous" As you've just admitted all of this your father is sat in the other chair nodding and taking everything in. So given that it is going somewhat well in your eyes so far, you continue.

"So, that night Gun came into the room. Found Goo and I and because Goo is well...Goo, he decided to have a little fun and play along. So he told Gun that we had been going out for some time and then we kissed to prove it. The very next day, that is when we had our conversation. Then I went out, walked about for a little while and got trapped in the center of Seoul. Everything I said on the phone that night was true, apart from where I was staying" You inhale a deep breath but you can already tell that your father has figured out where this is going.

"You stayed at Goo's house?" He asks. You nod in response.

"Can I ask why you lied?"

"Well, the truth is that I didn't think it would be appropriate to show up at one of my friends' doors and ask to stay the night on such short notice, soaking wet, cold and not having anything to wear for the next day. So I guess, well I figured that since Goo was then the closest person to the area that I would walk to his apartment and hope to god that he would answer the door. And it's also because I didn't want to come home that night. I really just needed time to cool down and digest everything. I mean it was a small lie, a stupid plan and then you found out and reacted how you did. I just couldn't be around it. I'm so sorry" You say.

Your father squeezes your hand in reassurance that he isn't angry with you, not in the least. But you still feel so guilty for lying to him.

"So, what happened after?" He questions you again.

"I went, knocked on his door and he was there. He let me in. I showered and he came back with some stuff for me. I mean he was really sweet in the entire thing. After that we drank some wine, had a conversation and then went to bed"

"Is there more?"

"A hell of a lot more, yes. The next day I called you, remember?" Your father nods in response. "Everything I said on the call was true. I did need some more space from you but I just lied about where I was. Then as the day went on everything was fine. But then Goo left to go do a job for you and he left a note. It had an 'x' at the bottom of it and he had this picture when we were at the theme park. I fell asleep that day and when he came back I woke up, we had this entire conversation about everything and it kinda ended in me kissing him and then the only thing I could say after that was 'I'm going to bed'" You stop and try to catch your breath. It didn't register how fast you were talking just then and with everything you just revealed to your father, you don't want to stop there. So just as fast as you assume you stopped speaking, you start again.

"After that, the next day he called Gun to come and get me. Gun brought me back and had a few words to say to me. They both were so pissed off at me about everything. So then 3 weeks went by, no texts, no calls, no communication whatsoever with any of them. Then 3 days ago now we had that meeting and everything kind of came to a head. I had a conversation with Goo and he flipped out on me because I really hurt him. Then he left. After that I had a conversation with Gun and I found out that my plan worked. But he made me realize that by that point, it wasn't him that I liked, it was Goo. So now we have this entire other plan of him trying to talk to Goo and slip things in about me and that I have no idea on my end what to do. But I wanted to tell you. I wanted to be honest with you because I don't want to mess up again. I really like Goo and I just don't want to mess up"

Now everything is out in the open. You have no clue how your father is going to react to your confession but you're hoping he isn't too mad at anyone involved.

"That's quite the story. One hell of a story actually. One that I didn't expect. But I'm glad you told me. And if you're wondering, I'm not mad at you" You look up after he says this and all of a sudden you feel your nausea fade away. You hadn't registered just how ill you were feeling until this very moment. But then it had faded away and you felt better.

Your father then stands up and puts the chair back in it's place and then stands in front of you. A tell tale sign that he wants you to do the same and so you do. Suddenly, you are engulfed in a hug. And you hug him back just as tightly as he is hugging you.

"All I have to say is, thank you for telling me the truth. And if you do like Goo as much as I think you do, don't fuck it up this time if you get another chance" With that being said and your father letting you go. You make a swift exit and go back to your room to decide on a plan of what's to come. A plan that you're hoping will work.