Make it right~ Hyunlix

Prima

~Hyunjin

"Hey buddy, something on your mind?" Chan asked. "Just the upcoming match on friday", I explained. "What is there for you to be afraid? You are our star player!" Jisung said and playfully hit my elbow. "YOU TRIED TO KILL ME!" I yell and fall to the ground. "Referee PENALTY! PENALTY! HE TRIED TO KILL ME!" I joked. Chan just laughed. I rose from the ground when I felt someone spilling their water on me. "Hey Hyunjin seriously you will wake my mom up so shut it", Changbin ordered. I almost forgot that his mom went to sleep already. "Oh gosh Changbin I am so sorry!" I apologize as I bow down to him on my knees. "It's okey just keep it down a little?" Changbin asked with a cute face. How could someone say no to him?
"Tomorrow Seungmin and Jeongin are coming to the try-outs. I heard that from the coutch so guys don't be total asses tomorrow", Chan ordered. "Don't look at me! I never do anything stupid unlike those two", Chanbin pointed out. "Hey you snitch!" Jisung joked and fluffed his hair.

I really loved my friends. I loved my parents. I loved my life. I was really satisfied.
Yet I still felt that there was a hole in my chest. When I am alone the thoughts creep into my conciusness. I feel like I left something really big unnoticed. I had a really bad feeling about tomorrow.

I woke up to Jisung yelling to my ear. "The fuck is your problem??!!!" I rage. Jisung giggles and punches me to the shoulder. "You sleepyhead we will be late again becouse of you! Now get your ass up or Changbin will never invite you again!" Jisung threatend as he was trying to pull me out of the sofa. "I don't want to go to school! Our stupid teatcher is so old and stupid! I hate 80% of the students!" I complain. "Does the sleeping beauty need a wet morning kiss?" Jisung joked.
"Eww", I stated and jumped off the sofa.

The four of us ate pnacakes baked by Chanbin's mom. We are always hanging around their house so she has grown fond of us. She is glad that her son has friends who are a great influence. Some other people didn't have the luxury of that. Like Jungkook's group as an example, they are all drug addickts! Or I don't know what shit they do, but the rumours are always spreading like wild fire. Now the rumours are saying that a new accountance has joined Jungkook's grew. A person who people are calling "the baddest of them all". What kind of a loser has Jungkook picked up now to his popular-acting ass group?

We walked to the school 1 hour early. We wanted to be the first one's there so we could pick the best seats for the year. (Okey I admit it. Me and my friends are a little nerdy.)
Well we just tried to be perfect, or to be honest I don't know if the others want. I myself just need to be perfect.

To no-one's suprise we saw Jungkook and Yoongi making a huge graffiti of a dick on the school wall. "Should we snitch?" Chanbin asked Chan. "I don't want to lose my head", Chan answered. What suprised me thought was that Felix appeared infront of us. "Are you going to snitch?" he asked. We all shook our heads. "I don't believe you", he stated and glared at us with angry eyes. "Fe-"Don't say my name Hyunjin", Felix fizzed angrily. I looked down at my feet. I could feel my head hurting. I always tried to ignore thoughts about Felix. I wanted to forget everything about him, the good and bad, so it wouldn't hurt. "If we get in trouble we will immidiedly know that it's you guys. When that time comes, you can never run again. So better keep your mouths shut", Felix orders.

Who was that boy infront of me? He had hidden his freckles under make up and he had dyed his hair dark blue. I felt my heart ache. This wasn't Felix!
Felix was kind and he would never act like this. On the other hand, I don't know who Felix is now. So I have no right to say or think about anything on that matter.

We went to our class and this year we got the best spots. Looks like Changbin noticed that I was lost in my own world. "Hyunjin are you okey?" he asked me. I looked outside. I saw Jungkook, Yoongi, Minho, Jackson and Felix smoking in a circle. "No, I am not okey", I sighn.

I couldn't help but feel guilty about Felix.

After school I couldn't focus during practise. I fell down and hurt my anckle, so I moved aside to the bench. I watched as my friends chased after the ball. Chan was our captain and he is the only senior among my friends. The rest of us are just second graders.

I look up to the sky. The clouds are moving fast and the sun is still burning. I enjoyed the last moments of summer before autum would cover us with it's brown leaves. I closed my eyes and relaxed my body under the sun.

"Hello!" someone says from behind me. I scream and fall from the bench. "OH MY GOD NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!" I yelled. The boy infront of me giggled. "Sorry about that! I am Jeongin a new player like Seungmin. I have heard so much about you so I wanted to introduce myself", Jeongin explained. "Heard about me?" I question. "Yeah the Whang Hyunjin who might become a professional? You are a legend to the first graders!"

Really?

But atleast it seems like I made a new friend today.

Hm my 5th friend ever........

And now I have 4.