Don't Fail Me Again |Young Royals Fanfic

Chapter 16-

(Simon's Pov)

(After they went to the police.)

I hide my head in my hands and groan. "Simon, they will find her." Wille says. "No! No they won't! She's been missing for weeks!" I snap. "Simme, you just have to have hope." He says. "Don't call me that. Wille, I get that you're trying to help but sometimes you just make it worse. Just.. just leave me alone." I say. I start walking away, crying.

"Simon!"

"Simon!!"

"SIMON!!"

I bolt up, breathing heavily. The memories from last week still lingering in my head. Why did I yell at him? I'm such a terrible person. I get out of my bed, raking a shakey hand through my hair. I walk over to my wardrobe, opening it. I stare at the pictures of Wille and I on my door. I grab a hoodie and a pair of jeans, throwing them on as I grab them. I close the wardrobe and grab my phone. I open the door, exiting my bedroom. Today I'm going back to school after a week of not going. I want to apologize to Wille, but what if he doesn't forgive me? I did say I wanted him to leave me alone, but I know that's not true. I just want him to pepper kisses all over m- Simon no. You don't need him to fill your thoughts. "Mijo, are you hungry?" Mama asks. "Mm? Yeah." I say. "Are you okay, mijo?" She asks. I contemplate nodding but decide against it. I shake my head no. "Do you miss Wilhelm, or Sara?" She asks. I take a shakey breath in, "I miss them both so much. I was such an asshole to both of them. And I'm just ignoring Wille. And- and- it's too much, mama." I say, slowly breaking down. "Oh, baby, it's okay." She says while pulling me into a hug. "You don't have to go to school, amor." She says. "No, I will." I say. I sniffle and pull away from her hug. "I should go." I say. "Okay, be good, mijo. I love you." She says. "I will, mama. I love you too." I say. "Bye." She says. "Bye." I say. I put my shoes and jacket on.

I step off the bus and jog up the path to Hillerska. I have to find Wille after class. I walk into Hillerska and go to my first class.
The first two before lunch went quickly. I didn't see Wille in either of them. I walk to the dining hall and there he is. He looks so.. sad. He's sitting there, staring down at his plate. I walk to the end of the table, which is where he's sitting. He looks up briefly. "Can I sit here?" I ask. He looks at me. "Wh- hu- i- yeah, o-of course." He stutters. He's so cute. "Okay." I say. I sit next to him. "Can we talk? Like in private?" I ask. He practically chokes on his food. "Oh, shit, I'm sorry." I say. "Hm? You want to talk? But I thought you wanted to be alone." He says. "I said that because I was upset." I say. "I don't know why I said that though." I say. "T-Then yeah, we can talk." He says. "Cool, uhm, I've got to get to class, I'll meet you at your room after?" I ask. He nods. "Yeah. He says. I smile at him at I stand up.

(After all the classes.)

I walk up to Wille's room. "Hej." I say to the bodyguard. The bodyguard moves away from the door. I knock on his door. He quickly opens it. "Hey." He says. "Hi." I say. I step into his room, closing the door behind me. "Uhm, I just wanted to say sorry for how I treated you last week. I was just upset about Sara and I just took it out on you." I say. "It's okay. I've done it too." He says. I take a step closer. "I like you." I say. "H-Hm?! You? You. Like? Me?" He asks. "Yeah? We've made out like fifty times." I say. "Soo.. why don't we add another to that counter." I say. "Mm? Y-yes. Please." He says. I take another step closer. "God, you are killing me. You're so god damn pretty." He says. I take one more step closer, teasing him. "Just kiss me." He says. I put my arms around his neck and kiss him. His hands travel up my back and then down to my hips. I pull away. "Hm?" He says. "Sit down." I say. He sits on his bed. I get on his lap and start kissing him again.

(3 hours later.)

I try to climb out from under Wille. He groans. "Wille, I have to go." I say. "Nej." He says. He kisses my chest. "Mmm." I mumble. He kisses me. "Wille, I really do have to go." I say. "Just a few more kisses?" He asks. "Fine." I say. I grab his head and kiss him. He pulls away, but I pull him back in. "I thought you had to go." He says in between kisses.