Jimin Protectors 'Re-edit'

Chapter 8 '✅'

Jimin"s POV :

i messed up everything , i was trying to make them proud of me but i ended up disappointing them all with my stupidity , Now I can't stop my heart from racing imagining what will Yoongi hyung do to me , Since the moment I put my leg in there place they never hurt me , they cared for me , feed me , looking for my health and needs even when Hobi hyung punished me .. He didn't hurt me .

But Yoongi hyung looks different .. his eyes have nothing like J-Hope hyung .. He is so mad that he is pulling me so hard that hurting my wrist. I trust him but the image of my uncle abusing me is not leaving my head especially when hyung is treating me like this , i can't think right .. He is gonna hurt me .

Jimin : " Hyung .. Please .. I'm sorry .. I will never do this again , Please forgive me , It's hurt " he is not looking at me or listening to my pleas .. still dragging me to his room ..

There was Jin hyung and saw how Yoongi hyung dragging me .

Jin : " Hey .. What's wrong Yoongi ?? Why are you pulling Jimin like this ?? leave him " Jin hyung ordered and was about to pull me away from Yoongi hyung but Yoongi Hyung pushed him and pushed me inside the room locking the door behind him .. My heart fell even harder when I heard the door being locked .. there were images of endless nights that i spent being locked in a dark room .. I felt my whole body trembling .

Jin : "WHAT THE FUCK YOONGI .. OPEN THE DOOR , YOU ARE NOT IN THE RIGHT MIND , YOU WILL HURT HIM "

The panic in Jin hyung's voice scared me more than I already am , But Yoongi hyung didn't pay any attention to his shouting and pulled me by my arm to stand up in front of him .. my hands turnd ice cold , he is scaring me so much .

Yoongi : " what were you thinking when you skipped your sleeping time to study ?? " His voice is dangerously calm , I don't have anything to say .. I already explained myself to Hobi hyung .. I knew my mistake ..

Yoongi : " ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW " every cell in my body is shivering , he was never like this to me , my warm kind hyung was long gone .. He is no longer the safe place I could lean to .

Jimin : " I.. I wa.. was try... trying to make y.. you proud of me " I can't look him in the eyes .. I can't perform a simple sentence .

Yoongi : " And who told you we are not ?? How many times I need to tell you .. You don't have to do anything for us , You can't hurt yourself , YOU JUST CAN'T DO THIS "

Jimin : "YOU ARE SO MEANIE TO ME , YOU ARE TELLING ME TO NOT HURT MYSELF BUT YOU ARE HURTING ME NOW , LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO MY WRIST , YOU ARE SHOUTING AT ME , YOU ARE LOCKING ME HERE .. I KNOW I MADE A MISTAKE PLUS HOBI HYUNG ALREADY PUNISHED ME , BUT HE WAS CALM AND TALKED TO ME .. EXPLAIN WHAT I DID WRONG BUT YOU ARE NOT .. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME , YOU ARE EVIL "

I don't know how I got my courage to speak myself up .. Especially against Yoongi hyung .. but I really don't like the meanie side of him , I felt safe when he was close to me .. this side just scared me so much .. I couldn't hold back any longer so I burst into a loud cry hugging my knees , he was shocked with my burst .. I used to be the calm quit kid .. or that's what turned my life with my uncle me to be

He crouched in front of me and tried to touch my knees.. I pulled back .. Hobi hyung told me I could say no ..

Jimin : " Don't touch me .. You are going to hurt me again , I just doing all of this to make you happy but you are not seeing this , And got angry that you too started to abuse me " His eyes widened when I put him with my uncle in one side

Yoongi : " No No No please .. I didn't mean too .. I beg you .. look at me , I just lost my control , please look at me " i pushed his hand when he tried again .