Promise me, never (UPDATED)

PROLOGUE

"wow that was a great performance"

tapos na pala yung isang group .. kami na ..

actually i'm not nervous ..

i don't join here for competition .. actually pinilit nga lang ako eh ?? :l

para daw malabas ko yung sama ng loob ko ..

well .. i feel so dumb !!!

i know no one outside there to supports me ..

the hell !!!

are you really happy with her ???

that's why i'm not important anymore? ..

ow well .. the heck i care :(

"meys are you okay ???" si coolets .. buti pa siya concern :(

any moment i know i will cry ..

i just nodded and give a weak smile ..

"stupid of me to ask .. pero kaya mo yan okay ?? andito ako.. last na to kaya itodo mo na lahat ng galit mo ah ?? :)"  ..

dry smile :l

" the last but not the least semi-finalist let's give around of applause for the GEMERALD" inanounce na ng host yung band name namen so we need to go at the stage..

tumingin ako sa audience na sumalubong ng malakas na palakpakan ..

i know dapat masaya ko .. pero what's the use ??? :(

nilibot ko yung tingin ko .. may hinahanap ako ... tss ..

assuming :(

"one two , one two three" napatingin ako ke gerald .. nag beat na siya sa drums so i need to start ..

mind over matter ..

--compicated by avril lavigne--

Uh huh

Life's like this

Uh huh, uh huh

That's the way it is

'Cause life's like this

Uh huh, uh huh

That's the way it is

(oh yeah .. ganto nga naman ang buhay :l sheet of paper talaga !!)

Chill out, what you yellin' for?

Lay back, it's all been done before

And if, you could only let it be

You will see

(tama .. bakit hindi mo hayaang makita ?? ang tang* tang* mo T___T your so selfish !!!)

I like, you the way you are

When we're drivin' in your car

And you're, talkin' to me one on one

But you become

(yeah, i miss you .. namiss kong umangkas sayo habang nag uusap tayo .. pero ngayon may iba ka ng kaangkas wala na lang ako sayo ... i saw a familiar built .. mejo na distract ako alam ko siya yun)

Somebody else

'Round everyone else

Your watchin' your back

Like you can't relax

You tryin' to be cool

You look like a fool to me