animatronic heart

𝜗𝜚 Restarting Life

Having strict parents ruined everything, but once your free and move to a huge place you honestly wouldn't wanna be there. Especially when you don't get trusted growing up or you're forced to be going or doing things you dont want to be doing. Its hard, you dream of just moving out from strict parents. For some, abusive.

I'm Lena, an introvert 17 year old teen that moved into Tokyo, which was horrifying. The city is beautiful, but definatly not calming. There are alot of people and cars constantly driving around.. especially at night, it wasn't a safe city at night at all with all the gangs.

One night I decided to go to a party I got invited to by a friend, I hated parties just because of the amount of people but at the same time, I told myself to atleast try. I wanted to fit in like the others who weren't scared to be around others, you could constantly hear cars outside beeping and driving, headphones didn't help at all.

After the party, I left really late. Since the apartment I was moving to was still getting renovated, for a couple of months I had to stay in a hotel. I didn't like hotels since its obviously more comfortable at home and not in a place where millions of people have been and slept in the same bed.

Besides all jokes, there were alot of gang leaders. All three in Tokyo, L.A, and lets not forget, Nyc. People always threw Tokyo and Nyc around with the "Tokyo has the most dangerous gang" and "Nyc has the most dangerous gang", leaving L.A completely out since none called it a dangerous place. Of course, there probably were alot of dangerous gangs there also, but I had never heard anyone talk about it — only Tokyo & Nyc.

As I was walking through the hotel, I noticed how pretty Tokyo was after all. But I still hated the sounds of the cars beeping every second through my headphones. I stopped infront of a arena; seemed interesting. I decided to leave it for tommorow to explore when my energy is full again. I wondered if it was abandoned or no, but I left that question for tommorow. I was drunk and my vision was blurry so I couldn't really tell. But it definitely looked spray painted.