Am still here loving you silently 💔

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After leaving Rain...

Payu gets back in his car
He goes back to his apartment...

He didn't have any expressions till he reached...

But after entering his apartment and seeing Rain's photos all over his bedroom wall Payu breaks down

He shouts and falls on his knees

Payu :

I LOVE YOU my baby...😭

I had never fallen in love but you came in my life like a fresh breeze

I don't like talking to people but you made me to speak to you

I never show my face to anyone but I felt like showing it to you baby

I never showed my true self to anyone
But showed it to you

When I hurt my hand you made me realise that life is so precious and I shouldn't hurt myself

I kidnapped you but you still cared about me

I am a psycho but you still got along with me

You made me smile

You made my heart beat baby...

Your beautiful smile is like a light to my dark life

Why did I ever fall in love with you...???

You and me are different baby....
We both belong to different worlds

My world is full of darkness and I live in it and your world is full of love and happiness

I don't want you to come into my dark life and spoil everything you have

I don't want to spoil your beautiful life baby

I am a psycho and I don't want a cute boy like you stuck with me

I know....
I know it hurts but I don't want to hurt you in future

I don't want to snatch your happy life

Payu cries his heart out on his knees

He loves Rain like crazy

But he is scared that he will spoil the beautiful life Rain is living

He doesn't want Rain to come into his dark life which has nothing

Every night Payu watches the stars and cries his heart out thinking about his baby...

He knew his baby would be looking at the stars with his beautiful face

Payu knew that Rain had started having feelings for him and that is the main reason he left him back to his world

Because Payu will never want his baby to be in his dark weird crazy life

Payu :

I wanted to scream and tell you that the kiss was the most beautiful and precious kiss of my life

I wanted to embrace you in my arms and never leave you

I saw...
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.
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I saw the tears in your eyes baby...

Am sorry I made you cry but I didn't have any other options

Because I love you the most and I never want to snatch your beautiful life

Payu gets so crazy that he goes and takes a pack of cigarette to smoke...

But each time he takes it... he remembers the beautiful smile of his baby saying him not to smoke

So he throws the cigarette away

In middle of night Payu gets so crazy thinking of his baby that he tries to smash his hand to the wall but he could not

His baby had asked him not to hurt himself

His baby never wanted him to hurt himself like a crazy psycho

So he pulls his hand back...

Payu : Baby I know you will cry for me
But I promise you will be alright in some days

You will forget me...

You will meet a better person than me who is joyful like you

My life is dark baby...
Am a psycho...
Am crazy...
Am an idiot...

I don't want you to sacrifice everything for me and come to me...

I will never do that...

Because I love you...

I love you like crazy

It's hurting sweetheart 😭

I never know that I will fall for a person so hard ever in my life

You will be my first and last love

I will never allow anyone else in my life except you....

Its you and it's only you...

Hope you like the painting I gave...

It's was the last thing I could give you...

Why loving someone and letting them go for their good hurts so much...

You know my heart is broken into pieces baby...

And my heart belonged to you from the day I saw you...

You can keep my heart I don't want it anymore

Each broken pieces of my heart says your name and it's belongs only to you baby...

You are the most beautiful chapter of my life sweetheart !!!

I love you endlessly !!!!

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Note : Am really sorry for making Payu and Rain cry so much...
Their love is so precious 🥹🥹🥹

End of the chapter 🤗🤗🤗

Love you all 😘😘😘

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