hurts like hell

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Taehyung,

You were my first everything and the only person I've experienced love with.

Last night when you came home drunk you laid down next to me, pulled me into your embrace, and cradled my face.

I guess you just didn't know how to love me when you're sober anymore.

You tried to kiss me, but I didn't let you.

I just couldn't, not when those lips were on another woman right before you came home.

I wanted you so bad, I wanted your love more than anything else in the world,

but I know I could never let you touch me because I did not want to share you with another woman.

So I pushed you away.

You just groaned and faced your back to me, falling asleep instantaneously.

Tears stung my eyes and threatened to fall down, I guess crying is what I am best at.

So I just got up and ran outside the room,

because I couldn't take it anymore.

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