Storytime

Had my first time

So this is me

my name is Mylai I'm 17 and mixed
This is my bf

let's call him chocolate he's 18 Darkskin 6'5 and a half waves pretty white teeth and is wit the shit

Anyways so me and chocolate started fw each other last year in around April < we was talking I didn't really wanna fw him because he was known as the player everywhere When we started talking he was asking me why I ain't wanna fw him and I told that's why w so basically he started sweet talking me and telling my he wouldn't play me and basically telling me everything i wanted to hear So yea we started dating on 07/19/18 we been together for a year and 4 months anywayssss into the story.

At the time we was both 17 so we was at my house and my house is big w so basically my mom was there but she had to leave to go do sum for work @ me and chocolate was in the living room and b4 she left he was feeling on me and after she left he was really feeling on me So I'm telling him to stop because we never had sex together b4 so I was scared. He's given me head b4 but other that nothing else I but this time I knew he wanted more. So he's rubbing me & and telling me that he wants it and if l'm ready  I was telling him that I was scared And he said to me that if I wasn't ready we didn't have to. But I started think and I realized that I was ready & so I told him that l'm ready and he kept asking me if I was sure and I was telling him yea so he started kissing all over me and I was getting wetter and wetter
So he goes to my neck and was kissing it and the took my shirt off and started kissing my belly and then took off my shorts and underwear he went down and went to work he started circling his tongue and that shit felt soooooo good I was finna cum and I did

1 came like 3 times so then he took his stuff off and I asked him did he have a condom and he didn't so I just said ok we and he went to stick it in and it hurt soooo bad I literally scream & so he took it out and started fingering me to get me wetter and "looser"no fr loose the tightness of your vagina depends on how turned on you are

So when he was fingering me it felt good asf I came on his fingers and he licked it off © so he went to stick it in again and it still hurt but not as bad  so I was telling him to go slow and he was listening to me and kissing on me

After about 10 it started to feel good good © so I told him to go a little bit faster and I thought I was getting wetter but I looked down when the tv flashed and it was blood& even though it's normal for your first time I was s0000 embrassed he was like

"Baby it's normal don't be embarrassed" but I still was and after that we stopped and cleaned up we told me he loved me and he left and went to his house

I ain't gonna lie after that I thought he was gonna break up with me because he just left but he didn't & we still together