𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?

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this chapter contains some abuse if you aren't comfortable please don't read🚨
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Nathan

We got back from the infirmary and got some movies to watch since Cody is taking a break from doing anything.

When I saw Cody nearly passed out from the fall my heart stopped, I couldn't picture or live in a world that he wasn't in. I ran to him as fast as I could and I breathed in noticing the breath I held back.

I don't understand or process why I felt what I did when I saw him hurt, I decided to so some research when he fell asleep on the couch beside me.

He looks so cute sleeping wait no the fuck am I thinking he's my best friend.

I shook off the thought, when me and Cody were in 7th grade he told me that he was pansexual, I hugged him and told him I didn't care who he was attracted to and still cared about him anyways, he hugged me back and started crying saying that he was grateful that I wouldn't change how I saw him.

Me and him grew closer than ever since that day. He sometimes got bullied along middle school but I protected him every time.

I snapped back from my day dream and take a deep breath I look back at Cody sleeping while a movie played on the T.V.

I reach for my phone and search something up I spend a good 20 minutes taking quizzes and reading trying to figure it out. Afterwards I nudged Cody.

"Cody wake up" I softly try waking him up.
"ugh let me sleep" He pulled the covers over his head and mumbling something

I grabbed him from the couch not giving to shits if he wanted to sleep or not. "Hey put me down I want to sleep" Cody said kicking and punching my back. "Do you want me to drop you?" I said, he stayed quiet for a while "thought so" I then put him down in his bed and walk to the bathroom to sleep.

[Back home]

  Cody

I say my goodbye's and tell Auntie thank you for bringing me to the trip. I walk home and notice that my mom is here.

Thats just great

I walked inside and saw my so called "Mother" in the kitchen smoking and before I could say anything she slaps my face.

"you're such a disgrace leaving for a whole fucking week without a care in the fucking world" she said after she spit in the ground.
"your grounded your ungrateful brat and don't you dare talk back" she said while smoking her cigarette and blowing it to my face.

I went to my room with the luggage and slowly started to unpack while the words of my so called mother replayed in my head.

Ungrateful. Im not ungrateful... am I?

I started to hyperventilate and the walls seem to get closer while my breathing becomes shorter.

shit shit shit not again not now.

I try to calm down my breathing and focus and something in my room but nothing was working and by the seconds go by I felt my breathing get shorter and faster.