The Promise

Chapter 14: What I know

What I Know

Tricia Brock

It's been another day when it seems like faith eludes me
Everything's been so confusing
Fear got the best of me
Now I'm lying here worried about tomorrow
'cause the weight of everything I don't know
Is so heavy I can't sleep

But the truth remains the same
Even when I don't know what to pray

But what I know
Is You, my God are real
No matter how I feel
You've never let me go
And what I know
Is there will never be a day
You aren't just a breath away
And through it all I've gotta hold
To what I know

I could throw my fist in the air demanding answers
But in spite of all the questions
I'm still giving You my life
And if it doesn't turn out like I think it should
It doesn't change the fact You're always good
Your ways are higher than mine

And the truth remains the same
Even when I don't know what to pray

But what I know
Is You, my God are real
No matter how I feel
You've never let me go
And what I know
Is there will never be a day
You aren't just a breath away
And through it all I've gotta hold

To love that's never failing
To hope that keeps on saying
"carry on", "carry on"

What I know
Is You, my God are real
No matter how I feel
You've never let me go
And what I know
Is there will never be a day
You aren't just a breath away
And through it all I've gotta hold
To what I know

Gonna hold to what I know......
What I know......
What I know......

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It was 5am in the morning, and everyday I am very excited to wake up and see my sweet beauty beside me.....and as I opened my eyes, there she is, the woman that I love, holding me with her loving arms, as if she doesn't want to let me go........

 ilang araw na din akong pinag iinitan ng misis ko, may times pa nga na halos ayaw akong paalisin sa bahay namin,  and her reason....she just wanted to spend time with me more, there are days that I wanted to give in to her, because she is simply sooooo irresistable, but I do have to work, kaya kahit na mahirap para sa akin, I really have to go and leave her for a while..........she is very clingy to me nowadays but that doesn't bother me........in fact I love it........every moment of it.

I kissed the top of her head....going down to her nose till I gave her a peck on her lips

Babe? as I started to wake her up....touching her little nose with my finger, we need to wake up papasok pa tayo.....malumanay na sabi ko kay sel

She tried to open her eyes, but she was too sleepy, as she closed them again...

Babe......tulog pa tayo, antok pa ako e, resting her face on the side of my neck....I touched her cheeks and caress her beautiful brows...Babe, kung matutulog tayo baka ma late tayo sa trabaho

she pouted her lips, mukhang nagtatampo yata si misis sa akin...I can see that she really wanted to sleep more...but she tried to move her body up......I reached out my hands to her to help her up, as she sat down natigilan siya sa pagtayo at hinawakan ang kanyang ulo, agad akong nagpunta sa tabi ng asawa ko

Babe ok ka lang? you look pale

Ok lang ako babe, nahilo lang ako...pero kaya ko... don't worry

No babe.....just stay here ok, We can have our breakfast in bed, and tatawagan ko na din si ate daisy para may makapag cover sa classes mo, I'll tell her your sick......siguro kailangan mong magpa check up sa doctor.....sasamahan na lang kita.......ok