Feel Like Im Being Controlled and no boundaries I want to be free

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by AnyaMarieMcDonnellHa

by AnyaMarieMcDonnellHa

I want to be Free .

I am free. But limited. Certain places I can go. Its annoying. Really.

My whole family have ruined friend relationships.

Even their own with their family.

Its annoying.

Also work is not free.

Feels like Im at School and college.

At college It was less free.

And at school It wasnt free. In Special meeds education. I Wasnt free.

Neither my Job im not free. They wont take my Qualifications for Catering. You need GSCE's but only I have level 1 and 2 entry shit. Very annoying.

Can never have my own free life.

Can never go places. Reality hits.

" YOURE LIMITED COS YOU HAVE A DISABILITY".

Limits:

Shopping malls in the East end only
Friends East end Only
Clubs
Work
Cinema with friends

Going over boundary limits :

Clubbing

Going to the pub on youre own with friends

Going places no further than in the East end

You Cant go and see youre friends and

Boyfriend they live to far out in Essex the East end

Mum fucking lazy traumatic bitch

" Im worried youll get stabbbed"

" You might get killed etc"

" what if youre relationships or their families turn awful"

Im an adult doesnt matter if I have learning difficulties. Etc I can do this.

I am an Adult. Ok. When im 25 I can have my own life. My own house etc. I will need someone to pay the rent for me.

I need to be free. Destroying and controlling me all my life. Isnr freedom. I cant be free .

I can never be free.

Never was free.