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My step mom goes down my diveway. She was beringing me home from practice. As she parks i grab all my stuff.
" k, bye i love you" i say while huging her.
i walk though the cold air to my front door, as i hear the sound of her car leaving. I walk in and put my stuff down and glance at the clock. 10:47 Damn it's early...
Around 11:30 i put the dishes in the dishwasher, but i have no energy to do anything else...
11:50
Tick tock... looks like someone has been taking a lazy day....
oh shut up its fine. i can still do stuff....
12:34
I feel the fermilur sensation in my stumick... whitch starts are little game. Maybe ill just take a nap i did stay up pretty late last night.
* Random rambaling in my mined*
maybe muice will help? i put on a moon playlist but every 3 mins i would jolt awake....
( im not crazy its just my turning on my interal Narrator)
Just because i want to be with someone does not mean its you...
oh talk to your self are we?
Yea to MYSELF not you. so shut it
oh you know you cant get rod of me, Cuz im you
no no shut up
what if they don't come home. what if they decided to leave and never come back. what if your Friends don't like you and leave you..
No No NO SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
I lay there crying but i finally got to sleep.... i wolk up in 30 Minutes
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Emotions Book
Spiritualthis book will have all kinds of emotions that i want to express but have no were too. this book is what i am feeling in general btw im not to good at identifing emotions but i try. ( the book contans) Sexual content Su!c!dal mantions PTSD flashes
