Heartbreak, and a girl.

How it all began...

24 hours. A single day until I will be leaving my whole childhood behind. I was making the biggest decision of my life, and now I wasn't sure if I wanted to.

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"Bella! Its your last day, you don't want to be late!" my mum screamed to me. She hadn't know i'd been awake all night thinking one phrase, 'what am I doing?'. Today was the day I was going to leave Birmingham. I was going to go half way round the world, just to go to university and start my own life. What scared me was, i didn't know anything about the place, I just knew I wouldn't see my parents for quite a long while.

I'd decided to spend my last day with all my friends. My two best friends, I'd known my whole life, gone in a day. I was strolling along the route I used to take to primary school, round the corner, up the gully (alleyway) and down the big long hill. We used to race down that hill, stopping at each lamppost so our parents could catch up. When I had to leave there, I wasn't sad. I was still going to be with them, we'd all gotten into the local comp. I've always loved school, and they were always there for me, through whatever came my way, which was a lot. My mum had 2 miscarriages, and my dad lost his job. Even if I was being a bitch to them, they still cared for me and wiped away my tears. It finally dawned on me I wouldn't see them for at least 2 months. I turned out of the gully to see my best friends waiting for me. Beccy, my midget who never left my side, EVER and Amy, my tall, japanese boob (dont judge okay). I fell onto Amy's shoulder, and burst out crying, which was a highest rarity for me. Give me a really sad book or film, I wont even flinch when the main character dies. But today, I was done.