Complicated Love (Y/N x Ghost)

Prolouge

You got a letter from the Task Force, your hands are shaky and nervous. Million tougths raced trough your mind as you opened the envelope. Your eyes scanned through the whole letter:

"Dear Sir/Miss White,

we wanted to notify you that you got accepted to the TaskForce141. We will wait for you at the airport on the 26th of June, to pick you up and take you to the base.

Farewell.

General Shepperd."

Your eyes went wide as you read the letter over and over again. The exitment was unbearable. You felt so happy and jumped through the air. You looked into the envelope again and found a fligth ticket. You pinned it to a small pinn-wall and ran to your Dad in excitement.

"Dad, you won't believe this!"

Y/n said in full exitment. As you entered the office of your father, he didn't even look up, his gaze fixed on his laptop. Your Father was known as one of the richest men in the world, but sadly, he never showed you any kind of love, care, or even affection.

"I got accepted, dad!" Y/N told him, with a huge smile. "Accepted where?"

Your father looked up at you, his eyes were blue, icy, cold and dark like every time. His facial expressions are unreadable and cold. He folds his hands and rests his ellbows on the table.

"Show me the letter y/n."

Your father told you with an ice-cold tone. This was the tone that always sends you shivers down your spine. You are like frozen and just walked to him and handed him the letter. He looked once at you and the letter and snatched it out of your hand. He starts to read it, his eyebrows arched up, but there is no surprise just... disappointment.

"Y/N, I hoped more of you. You are only 23. What do you want to do there? You have no use in the army, not even to mention, capable of being a soldier."

Your father says in a monotone tone, you wanted to say something, but he interrups you and continued. The anger starts to build up inside you, but you won't show it to him.

"And where is that TaskForce141 even? You are not capable of that stuff! You are weak!"

He stood up and yelled at you. Y/n flinched and took a step back. You are always scared when your father snapps like that. You don't even recognize him anymore. After your mother's death (Elaine White), your father (Robert White) turned so cold and emotionless but right now. He looks like he would kill you any moment. But you won't let yourself get turned down by him. You had enough and wanted to make your own decisions.

"I have enough of this shit."
Y/n quietly whispers. Your father looked at you and takes a step torwads you, you know what will happen, and...

SLAP!

He slapped you hard in your rigth cheek. You felt a bit dizzy, but you are used to it, used to it all.

"You are a failure of the family! You were led to the path that you will receive the company after me, but no, you want to go to war and be a soldier. You are waiting for your time and life!"

Your father yelled at you in anger. You whipes the blood off your lip, in that moment you realized...he will never love you, only hate you. All the hope you had for the future just disappeared into a cloud. All the hope that your father will love you, ans that you get accepted, but you never will, and the reality just hits hard.

"Just accept the reality....Father. I will choose my own path."

Y/n said in a warm tone, but still the ending the word "father," there was so much hate in your tone. You couldn't take it anymore, the pressure, the high expectations just everything.

"Just accept that I won't be here anymore!"

You yelled in frustration and anger. You snatched that papers from your fathers hands and walked torwads the office door.

"You won't go anywhere Y/n!"

Father yelled, but you didn't care and opened the door.

"If you exit this room, you won't be a family member anymore."

Your father threatened you. How dare he? You don't care anymore. You don't care about anything.

"Fine with me, Father."

Y/n told him in an ice-cold cold tone. You were surprised by your own tone, but you didn't care. Everything you know is to leave that life behind you and start a new one. A new one where you won't let emotions near you, where no one knows you.

"Then never take a step into this house again. You have time till the 26th, after that I don't want to hear a thing from you anymore."

Father yelled in anger. You just walked to your room and slammed the door shut behind you.