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44 - unwanted feelings

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Teo's POV :

My heart hurts after hearing what happened to her, It was always a thought in my mind but nothing could have prepared me for that.

I couldn't have protected her.

I wasn't there to protect her.
And the fact she has kept from Leo is surprising, they have strong bond.

I know why she won't tell him. She doesn't want to be a burden.

After her father rejecting her after she openly told him, of course she wouldn't tell Leo. I swear I'm going to kill that horrible excuse of a father. But I won't because she doesn't want me too.

She wants me to act like nothing happened, like she was never assaulted. And I will, because that's what she wants. And I'll do anything she wants.

I force a strawberry slice into her mouth, and she frowns. "I don't know why— You want me to eat so much." She says crossing her arms and rolling her eyes. She's so adorable when she's mad.

"Eating is good, skipping important meals isn't good." I say it very slowly, dumbing it down just so I anger her more. I enjoy making her angry.

She cocks a brow and I can practically see the steam coming out of her ears, and her hand clamps me in the side of the head and I laugh a breathy laugh holding my stinging head.
"Don't mansplain me!" She says, anger lacing her tone.

And I bite back my smile. Picking up another strawberry slice. "Open." I demand softly, she huffs and obeys.
I allow a smile to take my face, and I brush my finger over her perfectly sculpted button nose.

She swats my hand away. "You're such a softie." She states and my smile drops to a frown."I am not." I say firmly.
She giggled adorably. "Sure, whatever makes you feel manly."

I poke my tongue out of my cheek, and place my hands on each side of the counter, trapping her in the middle.
"I'm not a softie." I state.

And her smile grows wider, her dimple pops out, she is so beautiful it's unreal.
"If that makes you feel manlier, Then sure." She boops my nose and I shake my head allowing a faint smile paint my face.

And I lean over her and connect my lips and hers, in a enriching passionate kiss, And My hand goes to grasp her throat gently squeezing it making her gasp so I can slip my tongue in.

I pull away, for a second to allow her to catch her breathe and our chest heaves on one another. "Is this okay?" I ask hesitantly, and I can see the change in her expression.

"Matteo." She says firmly, in a tone I'm slightly afraid of. She grabs my hand, and places it far up on her upper bare thigh.

I look down to my hand, then back at her face.
"You don't need to ask to touch me, You are always allowed to touch me.." she speaks in the most soft, but stern tone.

"I love when you touch me." She adds, a light coat of pink painting her cheeks.
A faint smile tugs at my mouth, and I take hold of her hand, bringing it up to my mouth.

I softly kiss the back of her hand. "Only me?"
She laughs soft and adorably, and nods. "Only you."

I press another kiss on her hand. "Good."
"Can I ask you something..?" She asks out of the blue, and I nod, continuing to press soft kisses on the back of her hand, slowly trailing them up to her wrist.