Type: Angst
Rating: mature (strong language)
Chans POV
again, I felt my body get ripped back in time. everything morphing again into her room from before. this time, she didn't immediately kiss me though.
"I'm sure you'll grow fond of him." she pulled her arms from around me, resting her hands on my shoulders.
"No you don't understand." I furrowed my brows as she pulled her head from my chest.
"What don't I und-" I was cut off by her lips being firmly pressed to mine, my eyes stayed wide open from shock, looking down at her face. Eventually I closed them, kissing her back.
She was the one to pull away.
"I can't lose you. And I can't love him." she whispered.
"Well, we'll think of something. There has to be a way, a loophole or something." she pulled me close to her again in another hug.
"Let's run away together." she mumbled into my chest.
"W-what?"
She lifted her head, staring at me with wide eyes.
"Tonight. After dinner we'll pack our things and leave when everyone is asleep." her hands grabbed onto both of my arms, the look of sincerity lingering in her bright eyes.
"I- we can't do that and you know it."
She held onto my arms tighter.
"Chan please. I can't do this anymore. Just think about it during dinner please?" I stared into her eyes, debating. I nodded my head slowly, "okay. Okay." I heard her laugh just before she pressed her lips to mine.
Dinner was silent again, (y/n) held my hand under the table. The only time someone spoke was when Felix asked to walk the gardens with her.
After dinner, I went to my room, packed all my things and waited in her room for her return. I made awkward eye contact with Changbin as I packed.
Felix's POV
I held her hand as we walked through the garden, (y/n) looked around with a gentle smile on her features.
We walked in silence, making it to the gazebo in the middle. I sat down while she stood up leaning over the edge, taking in the night.
"The garden is pretty." I mumbled to no one in particular.
"It used to be a lot smaller but my mom asked for it to be bigger before she died. My father has been keeping it nice ever since." I glanced up to see (y/n) facing me, she leaned back against the railing. I stood up, slowly walking towards her.
(Y/n) lifted her arms, grabbing the top trim of the gazebo as I stepped closer. I now stood right in front of her, slowly getting closer.
"Can I kiss you?" I stumbled close, so close that I could feel her legs on either side of mine, I could feel her breath on my neck. Her arms moved down from the trim and now rested at her sides. I stopped just before her lips, staring down at them for a moment before looking into her eyes again. Her eyes scanned my face, she was hesitating.
"Yes."
I slowly leaned in, my lips barely grazed hers for only a second before I grabbed her hips while pushing my lips to hers. She kissed back but she never put her arms around me, it saddened me that she didn't hold me. Made me fear I was doing something wrong or perhaps she didn't like it.
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Stray Kids one shots
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