Dear me,
I'm sorry that I let you heal others' wounds while your own were ripping further apart.
You need to remember that while it's good to help others, you need to be there for yourself too.Don't ever stop being yourself, and don't change yourself for anyone. Keep trying to keep her here even though it's inevitable she will leave because that fuel to keep her here will be the only thing keeping you going.
Dear me, I'm sorry.
Keep fighting. Keep fighting for her.