This is not a chapter just simply a prologue so you can get the whole idea of the story so you won't read an actual chapter and turn out not to like it.
In which Zayn Malik goes to a school where girls and sometimes even boys pretend to be depressed or suicidal just to get attention and one of those people is Harry Styles. The thing no one knows is that Zayn is the real one suffering from it. Just imagine having to sit next to someone in class for an entire year that fakes the disorder, mental illness or even health issue that you have.
Zayn malik is an overall "happy" teenager and openly gay. Everyone knows and suprisingly he's not bullied or even talked about for it. He's the captain of the football and actually has an amazing home life that he kind of hates. His parents love him very much but just have an irritating and annoying way of showing it, thinking that large amounts of money and expensive gifts can show their love for him. See, Zayns parents own a business which requires them to travle alot and they rarely see eachother. Zayn is often alone when it comes to his home life and even alone when it comes to his school life. Don't get me wrong, Zayn has tons of friends and close ones he's known for years but he's never told them who he really is besides being Captain of the football team, really good looking, and gay. He's too embarrassed to tell his friends about what he suffers from on a daily basis. This all started from a horrible incident that happened to him in the summer of 2013 that not even his parents know about.
Harry Styles is mixed in with the numerous group that's fakes their hard ships and feelings. Harry does this just to get out of things he needs to do like class work home work and even projects! The thing about Harry is that he has no story. His life is full of sick lies he makes up, partying really hard with his friends and random college students, and staring at absolutely nothing for a whole minute just to make his eyes water so he can "cry".
Zayn doesn't have to lie about his feelings and hardships because he chooses not to show them. He doesn't want the spotlight on him and he absolutely hates pity. Zayn doesn't party with random people because he hates parties, it makes his anxiety sky rocket being around huge crowds. Zayn doesn't have to stare into space for minutes just to make tears come to the surface, just looking into the mirror makes him cry.
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FanfictionIn which Zayn Malik goes to a school where girls and sometimes even boys pretend that they are depressed or suicidal just to get attention from everyone. One of those people happen to be Harry Styles. The thing know one knows about Zayn is that he i...