INNOCENCE 18+

HURT

-Ace

3 Months later

I preview the contract of American mafia alliance and sign it out
Gabriel sits on other end of room and he looks at me with pure vengeance
As I seep through whiskey

" how long are u gonna drink that shit u will die before u get her back"
He says softly

Fuck I hated this
I looked like shit now a handsome shit but my health in dying from the amount of alcohol I have consumed from the moment I let Henna go

I hate this

That day when after listening she said she didn't wanted me it felt my heart broked to a zillion pieces

I haven't contacted her in months nor do I want to I promised myself I won't

She didn't want me
And I didn't wanted anyone except her She was happy that alone makes me alive knowing she's happy

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and snatch her back to me

This is the first time I let go because love comes with sacrifice I can't force her I won't

So I live everyday hoping one day she would come but she never did

The only thing I know she's safe and happy that I'd through iris monthly calls
Where she informs me about her being good

I'm alive but my soul which is so black feels empty like theirs nothing I want anymore no one I can live for

I have her underwear which I often use to exhale her scent
To be a little alive

The only existence of my life
But I don't do that anymore

Fuck never I thought that the mafia don of italy would be this shitty over his girl but that's the difference when it's about your girl it's different

I watch as Gabriel move his ass out today we have an important fucking meeting with the Americans in NYC the city I hate because it has my heart that I can't have

I broke the project with artemis Henna didn't wanted it so I live here alone with Gabriel ass

Timeswipes
As I get ready for the meeting wearing a black suit my gun tucked in
As I leave for nyc with Gabriel and Roman

In the headquarters of Americans I meet them it feels outrageously bad today I have a feeling ...which I usually do once I met with ashington and his people we talk

He suggest we should alliance together I don't want that I want him under me

After a while I feel the meeting turing a little rapid as Gabriel and his son josh gets in a fight

And to my surprise not even a second later I feel  guns go off

I take my cover as we finally wipe the Americans

Gabriel killed josh and I killed ashington not even a second latter I feel a gun pressed to my nape

Fuck I move and then look it's their uncle who has his old stick

And I encounter struggling to get the grip out of his hand and then

Thud

It's direct to my side of stomach but never the less I fight taking over the Americans whipping them clean

Feeling a whole quish of my blood being wiped out I leave the building and it blasts Roman Gabriel and our soldiers share a look of smirk

Knowing we killed those basted pretty fine and then a sudden hit of darkness engulfs me

I hear Gabriel mutter fuck

And I'm out

- Henna

It's been 3 months since I last saw him god I miss him so much

I want to go but I still feel wired today feels awfully weird

I'm working in my office when I receive a call on my private number

Receiving it I heard Gabriel speak weird my heart race as he speaks up

"Henna he's been drinking I'm afraid hes gonna die he's been on edge ready to die u have to come back I fucking know u guys love each other and god damn pls"

"Why is it like that"i whisper

"Fuck don't u get it the dude literally lives for u he's broken and I'm afraid if u won't come u might loose him"he Says quietly

My heart races
No....

Taking a final decison I had enough I hop taking my car straight towards the city

I drive ....iris is with me

Finally someone gave u a little sense of humor hen" She says

I look over her

"I mean he loves u so much and your just bluffing go get your man"
She says

Fuck u" I say it's not that simple he broked me it takes fucking time to adjust I never thought Alexander would loose himself" I say

We continue talking
Just as we enter the city

I receive a call a private number

Receiving it

He speaks

"Hey Henna I'm sorry but this is Roman I need u in city hospital it's an emergency capo....he...got shot..and it's serious we need u" He says

I feel my heart stop listening my alexander being hurt

"I'm coming hold for me"
I cut

Driving like a physo towards city hospital just when I turn to run I see the ambulance come their was he on the bed full of blood looking like shit

I run screaming past his name
Gabriel Roman all are their

His eyes open looking at me just as we run talking him to the ICU operator

Gabriel manages the doctor while alexander looks me straight in eye

"I love u princess" He says breaking me Tears stream down my face as I say "I love u too alexander I really do please come back I'm sorry so fucking sorry " I say

And then he did something that broked my last hope

He closed his eyes a small smile tugged at his lips

As he give into the one thing I hate

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