Wolfstar fanfiction

Who would love a monster like me?

Remus

I wake up by the morninglight falling on my face. I slowly open my eyes and look around me. The first thing that catches my eye, is the beautiful, calm, sleeping face of my friend, Sirius Black. He looks so cute and calm when he's asleep, and the sparkling sunlight on his face makes it even more beautiful. I feel a nice feeling inside me, something I always get when I see him or when I'm around him. I know what it means. I'm in love with him. I'm in love with my best friend. But I also know we can't be together, he wouldn't even love me, he's straight as a line. And I don't wanna break our friendship.

I sit more comfortable and get my book. It's the new part of my favorite serie. When I open it, comes the smell of new books free. I just started with the chapter, when I hear a little noise next to me. I look to the side, to see Sirius eyes staring at me. As soon he noticed I look at him, he turns around. Ofcourse, who would look at my ugly face?

Sirius

I wake up by the noise the other gryffindors make. I open my eyes, turn around and look at Remus, who's is reading. He looks so calm, I love his face when he's reading. I look at his face. His beautiful, perfect face. Suddenly he turns his head to me. I turn around, embarrassed. I hope he didn't see the blush that quickly took over my face. Damn, why do I like him so much? There's just no way we will be together. He won't love me, we're just friends.

As soon I feel the annoying blush leaving my face, I stand up, put some comfy clothes on, and walk to the window. It's a beautiful saturday, and I don't have anything planned. I want to ask the others if they have something planned, when I notice that Remus doesn't look good. I realise it's the time of the month, and I walk to my bed. I sit down on my knees, and get box of chocolate from underneath my bed. I walk towards my poor friend, and give it to him. It's one of the few things that makes him feel better except for cuddles. But I don't trust myself to hug him, I will get a blush, and he will find out, and he won't be my friend anymore. I sigh, out of all guys, I fall in love with my bestfriend?

Remus

 I hate this time of the month. I hate myself, I hate that I'm a monster. I hate that I can't control it. I hate that I can't be just a normal guy, without being a werewolf. All those thoughts run through my head, what makes me feel terrible. Suddenly my thoughts get interrupted. A hand that's holding a box full of chocolate, is right in front of me. I look at the owner of the hand, and I get a little blush when I see that it's Sirius. And as always, he knows exactly what I need.

"Thanks Siri, I really needed that." I say, after I ate some of it. "I noticed, are you feeling better?" He asks, with his beautiful, worried voice. "Yep, I'm much better, thanks." I say, with a smile on my face. He nods, as he turns around and starts to draw.

Time skip to the evening.

While the sun hides after the horizon, me and the other Marauders sneak out and walk towards the Forbidden forest. The others get ready to change into their animal forms, as the sun is gone. I start screaming as soon my body begins to transform. It hurts so bad, and I wish I could die, it's terrible. Because I don't wanna hurt my friends in the process, I walk further into the woods. Normally they would come after me around midnight, because I'm ready for them, and the most pain is gone.

Sirius

I see how Remus walks into the forest, and I hear him scream. I feel it in my heart, his painful screams hurt me too. Suddenly I get a weird feeling, and I run after my secret love. The others try to stop me, but as a black dog, I'm faster. While I get closer to Remus, the screaming gets worse. It hurts to hear him like that. Suddenly I see him. I run towards him, and I see how he tries to hurt himself. I lay my hand on his back, and the werewolf turns around. At that moment, I see all the scars on his whole body. But I also see blood, he hurted himself. Suddenly I realise I'm as human next to him, and I remember he will attack me. I quickly hold my arms for my face.