Feelings
There are feelings that cloud my thoughts
Feelings of dread;feelings of death
I have this feeling that if I don't end it all
I may, one day, end you all
The feeling so strong that,even if one tried,would never leave,
No matter how hard I tried ,these dreadful feelings
These terrifying thoughts,They stay with me
Like a companion for life;a forever friend.
I've thought about telling someone, I really have
I've thought and thought then thought some more
But would they really know,
Would they really care?
But every time I look over the edge,
I can never bring myself to jump over the ledge
I imagine the searing pain that may rip through my body
Ripping me apart from limb to limb.
I think of all the bones I would break,
And all the hearts I might shatter.
I think of my blood, crimson and dark,staining the ground
Staining the memories of the many onlookers and passers by.
I know I would never harm myself
But yet I am still fearful for my own sake.
I fear that one day these feelings will take over
And that's the day I fear the most.
