Haru Doesn't Have to Know

I found her.

Yamaken's Pov-
I had bumped into her on my way to class.
I told her to watch it and she just glared at me.
Then I realized it was her. I am so stupid there was my chance.
I blew it!

Dammit Yamaken, why do you have to like this girl?
There is billions of women and you choose her?!
Ugh.

Is this what i want? Why am i doing this? Ok. How about i become friends with her? And then if i do like her the i will ask her out.

I hate myself sometimes.

*later on *

I see her in the library window studying. She looked at me and noticed me from earlier. She blushed and I mouthed sorry about earlier. She just nodded. I don't know if she even understood what I said.

I see this girl everyday in the library.Is that all she does? What the hell? doesn't she have a life or something? And i'm attracted to this?!

I walk in, and see her struggling with something. "Dammit, why is this so hard?" I hear her say. I walk up to her and look at her notes. What am i doing?

"Your suppose to add this and divide to get a five" I say to her pointing at the numbers. "Oh. that makes more sense." she says.

Seriously what am I doing?!

"I'm Yamaken" I say "I'm Shizuku" Shizuku... What a nice name. "That's a nice name" I say. "Thanks. You have a nice name to." Shizuku says without any emotion.

This girl is cold. So I decide to play along. "So..." I say not knowing what else to say. "Want to study?" She says with no emotion slightly blushing.

"Ok." "Ok."
*Later on*

Shizuku had to leave but we exchanged numbers. She also dropped her pen. I pick it up and put it in my shirt pocket.

I walk out of the library smiling. This Shizuku is cute. I might have a chance.

I try to keep a straight face but I just can't. I end up doing a victory pose. "Yes!" I whisper

But I do have one problem. Haru.

I look down and see a little girl looking at me. She looks at me like I'm a weirdo. This is happening a lot lately...