Kageyama x reader comfort

Kageyama anxiety comfort

You and Kageyama walk to practice. It is summer and hot outside, everyone is wearing T-shirts and shorts or skirts. It had been a loud and stressful day. The teacher had given you all a lot of homework and 5 tests next week. And on top of that nobody in your class stopped talking and everybody talked so loud so you were exhausted. You're more quiet today than you usually are. Kageyama stops walking. "Oi, what's wrong?" he asks looking at you. "Nothing" you say looking down showing that you're not in the mood to talk. Kageyama is about to say something else, but Hinata screams your name and runs toward you, and Kageyama. You flinch as Hinata screams. Tsukkishima and Yamaguchi walk behind Hinata. You say a quiet and cold "Hi" before you go into the gym where you see the rest of the team. Unfortunately, it's not quiet in here either. As the team does their warmup the only thing you can hear is loud screams saying "MINE" or "I GOT IT" and bouncing volleyballs. You throw your ball hard with all your power to Kageyama (your pepper partner) and he now definitely knows something is wrong. Based on how you reacted earlier he doesn't say anything. You now shaking a bit as you try to just focus on warming up. A volleyball bounce followed by a "WATCH OUT" scream that fills the room. You don't hear the scream you are too busy trying to focus and a ball suddenly hits you right in the face. You feel everyone's eyes on you. Just waiting for your reaction. Just waiting for the "It's alright, I'm fine guys" but you can't get yourself to say it. Instead, you try holding your tears back as you are now clearly shaking a lot. Kageyama looks at you a little worried knowing you don't normally react like that when a ball hits your face. He comes closer to you and grabs your hand. He starts walking to somewhere more silent. "We'll be back" Kageyama says to the rest of the team. He drags you out to the hall where the bathrooms and wardrobes are. "(Reader) What's wrong?" he asks now holding both your hands and looking at you. You can't hold your tears back anymore and you burst into tears. Shaking and crying, Kageyama pulls you into a hug. "Shhh, it's okay" he comforts as he rubs your back. You gasp for air as it gets harder to breathe. "Hey, hey, breathe" Kageyama says with a little panic in his voice. You both sit down on the floor. Kageyama takes his hand and lifts your face to make you look at him. "Breathe" he says "It's okay, your safe" he says over and over again until your breathing starts to calm down. "I love you" he whispers, as a reminder. Tears still run down your face as you're still shaking, wondering how he could still love you after all those anxiety attacks you've had. You snap out of your thoughts and notice how cold you are. Kageyama takes your hands in his and warms them. He takes off his sweater and hands it to you. "Here put it on, your cold" he says. You take the sweater and put it on. "Wanna talk about it?" he says without making eye contact. You tell him about how all the tests stress you and how you were so sensitive to noise today, and how you wonder how he still loves you after all the anxiety attacks, how he could love someone like you. Talking with Kageyama calms you down. He always understands you. He makes you feel so safe. You both sit in silence only hearing each other's breathing and the rest of the team from afar. Kageyama suddenly grabs the arm of the sweater he handed to you and pulls you close to him. His sudden action out of nowhere caught you by surprise and you almost go into defense mode. "Hey, calm down I just want to hug you" Kageyama says hugging you close. "I love you, a lot, I honestly don't know what I would have done without you, your smile brings me happiness. seeing you smile is like the first summer sun after a long cold winter with no hope for a warming sun." Kageyama says still holding you tight. "I love you" he whispers and kisses you. "I love you too" you whisper back. He kisses you once more and your anxiety is all gone.