"Jungwonie.." Jay ran to hug Jungwon he froze in shock.
"Please don't let go." Jungwon looked up at Jay to see him sobbing his eyes out. Jungwon returned the favour and hugged Jay deeply, knowing that this is something that both Jungwon and Jay needed.
"J-jungwon..? D-do you hate me?" Jungwon's heart ached. He loved Jay. But he don't know how to admit it. "N-no I'm just scared... "
"Your voice is pretty when you're not shouting Wonie." Jay smiled softly, wiping his own tears away. "Thank you... " Jungwon looked at Jay and he saw the pain in his eyes.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to be harsh or anything. I.. I just don't know how to show love or appreciation anymore. Not after what I've went through in this fucked up world."
"You know.. My m-mom... S-she-" jay couldn't finish his sentence because of his constant crying but Jungwon didn't mind.
"Shhh. It's okay Jay just say it. I won't judge you."
And then Jay poured his whole life story out to Jungwon how his dad left his mother for another woman and how his mom had treated him like shit after it.
"Jay.." Jungwon felt bad for Jay. "Why do you always run away and shout at me.. Is something wrong with me?" Jungwon stared at Jay.
"N-no it's just that.. I've constantly been played by people and getting cheated on and everyone in my life had left me including my parents. My parents were the only ones I had. Now I have no one by my side. Sunghoon's always bullied me since he found out. He's successful and loved unlike me so he thought it would be funny to start making fun of me and then everyone else started to join him and now I'm hated by everyone including all the teachers and once I've almost been suspended for being a bitch to Sunghoon." Jay listened intently to Jungwon and he leaned to his ear.
"You may have gone through shit alone and you may have cried by yourself. You may have hated everyone around you and not cared if someone judged you. But you've got me now. And I won't leave you. I'll be good to you and I swear I'll make you forget about everyone else. I'll change your life." Jay whispered into the youngers ear making his heart beat.
Jungwon sat there shocked. He didn't know weather to felt shocked or comforted.
"D-do you promise you won't leave me...?"
"I swear I'll protect you with all my life and I'll even take a bullet for you."
I planned this chapter to be longer but it is what it is ig.
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𝓘𝓶 𝓡𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 • Jaywon ♡
FanfictionEveryone has left the cat like boy, but Jay will change that. Jay will change Jungwon for the better. That was Jay's goal.