*WARNING* This might get cringy.
Also, I tried to remake the note HE gave me. I lost the note, so sorry!
LET'S CUT TO THE CHASE
In 4th grade, I liked this guy (his name is so common imma just say it) Andrew, and it was...
Strange.He was...
*Weird (in a good-ish way)
*Cute-ISH
*Smart
*AND SHORTSo be all of these things except for short and you'll be the love of my life. I don't know why I liked him. I just did. and I told everyone. And when. I say everyone, I mean EVERYONE. DID YOU SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE KNEW I LIKED HIM?!? Ok. Here's what happened.
Once upon a time, at recess, I was talking to my friends on the swings, y'know being kids. AND FUCKING ANDREW COME UP TO ME AND SAYS "can I talk to you in private?" (And it was like the end of recess already like 5minuetes left) So inside I'm like FREAKING OUT. But I didn't want him to know that I liked him so I played it cool. So we went to this yellow climbing structure and he asked me "Do you like me?"
I.AM.FREAKING.OUT.
THE FUCK???WHO TOLD HIM???Then the teachers called us inside but they don't rush us so it was OK if we were walking slow. Then he said, "It's OK if you do." And in my head, I'm still freaking out. So, I RAN.
I FLIPPING RAN ALL THE WAY TO THE LINE TO GO INSIDE.
I told one of my close friends what had happened in line and she ran back to Andrew and they talked and she ran back and said "Andrew said he likes you too."
S
H
I
TI WAS DEAD. RIP ME.
Of course I didn't believe them, cuz I was ugly in 4th grade and my 4th grader mind thought he was "sooo cute."
(Now that I think about it, HE WAS UGLY)
The next day had came. FUCKING ONE OF THE WORST AND BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. The next day at recess he told me, straight to my face. I. Like. You.
Can a person. Die 2 times? Yes. DEAD.
I avoided him the entire recess. Poor guy.
Later that day...
ITS THE END OF THE DAY!!! Did I tell you I'm in choir and ymca? Well I am/was. So choir was after school and ended at like 4:00 and after that I would go to ymca till 5:30. Guess who was in choir? ANDREW. yeah. We were dismissed from the music room and I went to the cafeteria. At ymca that year we were doing a play based off High School Musical, but only 3 scenes. (What time is it?, out with the old, and all for one scene). We were practicing on the stage cuz we were gonna perform in a month or 2.
Usually, the other choir kids would also dismiss from the cafeteria and leave me, but no. Today, Andrew's mother couldn't pick him up on time. So he sat in the cafeteria watching me and the other kids practice. When we were practicing on the stage , I saw him looking at me and smiling. KILL ME NOW.
After we were done with the scene, Andrew's mother had finally come, and he came over to where I was and gave me a note. (Replica shown at the top) I was next to one of my other friends (let's call her faded) faded, and I had read the note. FUCKING I BLUSHED SO HARD, AND FADED HAD SAID "AWWW"
She had asked me "are you gonna say yes?" Of course I said to her no because my mother is VERY STRICT. LIKE THE WORST/BEST HELICOPTER PARENT. (would it be worst or best?) I ended up saying yes though, my mother never figured it out. BUT, I didn't have any classes with him except for recess. So I had asked faded to give him the note.
And life went on. I introduced Andrew to my recess friends, MHA lover and Scary. We started to all hang out at recess together. Me and Andrew still had choir so I saw him one more time a week.
But the worst thing,
IT WAS ALREADY THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR AND I DIDNT HAVE A PHONE!!I opened up a Spotify account that summer. Let me tell you. So many love songs.
Next update thingie will be all diary entries till this update thingie. (???)
Omegle DIED RIP
Here's you question:
Who was your first crush and/or boyfriend?
So my first crush was some kid named Athan? Atan? And my first boyfriend was Andrew.
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ME AND MY WHACK-A*S LIFE
RandomBASICALLY ABOUT MY LIFE FROM 4TH GRADE TO NOW. ONLY THE JUICY STUFF THOUGH.